@seisouso i'm sorry but probably never. i am in very bad place right now and have been for a very long time. logging into skype worsens that state. i am active hear because nothing calms me down more than making a fanmix and feeling like i have a goal to strive towards. i have also deleted my tumblr. like skype, logging in makes me feel absolutely awful. perhaps i will one day reach a place where i feel safe and happy to use those places again. at the moment, i feel it is unlikely that i ever will. i'm very sorry.
@aino minako :// i really wish there was something i could've done to help. im really sorry you are where you are :/. so basically we wont be able to talk again ?
@seisouso i'm sorry. but until i'm in a better place it might mean that. i hope we can talk again but i'm just not in a place where i'm able to do that right now
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seisouso May 31, 2015
jen when are you comin back to skype
⃠archaeologies May 31, 2015
@seisouso i'm sorry but probably never. i am in very bad place right now and have been for a very long time. logging into skype worsens that state. i am active hear because nothing calms me down more than making a fanmix and feeling like i have a goal to strive towards. i have also deleted my tumblr. like skype, logging in makes me feel absolutely awful. perhaps i will one day reach a place where i feel safe and happy to use those places again. at the moment, i feel it is unlikely that i ever will. i'm very sorry.
⃠seisouso June 02, 2015
@aino minako :// i really wish there was something i could've done to help. im really sorry you are where you are :/. so basically we wont be able to talk again ?
⃠archaeologies June 03, 2015
@seisouso i'm sorry. but until i'm in a better place it might mean that. i hope we can talk again but i'm just not in a place where i'm able to do that right now
⃠seisouso June 03, 2015
@aino minako understood. well i hope you get to that place :/ and i'm sorry what ever has happened, happened. love you! see you when you get there.
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