Neurodivergent cha.lumatte Length 90 playlists Updated February 12, 2018 playlists featuring bpd, personal, and violence music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete gem I wish I could be boiled like water and made pure again by cha.lumatte NSFW I wish I could be boiled like water and made pure again by cha.lumatte 23 14 12 tracks trauma disgusting rape hypersexual and it shoulda felt good by inthecrowdalone and it shoulda felt good by inthecrowdalone 23 7 10 tracks trauma flashbacks anxiety drinking sex Hypnagogia by davilemao Hypnagogia by davilemao 24 4 13 tracks hallucination far away world hypnagogia slow Don't. Turn. Around. by fast and beautiful Don't. Turn. Around. by fast and beautiful 20 6 8 tracks paranoia drdp brainweird hallucination psychosis Taking his memories into herself by RolandTJ Taking his memories into herself by RolandTJ 17 3 8 tracks que é realidade hallucination dear my damned past, this is a letter to break off relations by corpsebf dear my damned past, this is a letter to break off relations by corpsebf 8 1 8 tracks personal negetive bpd gold hypersexual ///// sex repulsed by supergay NSFW hypersexual ///// sex repulsed by supergay 262 131 9 tracks hypersexual bpd borderline personality disorder sex repulsed mental illness sparkledog by bugwaste sparkledog by bugwaste 43 14 8 tracks psychosis mental illness hypersexual hatsune miku vocaloid gold if i told you how much i was hurting, you wouldn't believe me. by haleytbh if i told you how much i was hurting, you wouldn't believe me. by haleytbh 2440 124 11 tracks sad bad day alone lonely broken ¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿ by blendy ¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿ by blendy 65 11 8 tracks dissociation did gold Sexuality: H̱͙̙̱̟̙͉ͯͤ ̶̞͎E͙̱̘͇̥͒ͦ̈́́̂ͤ̋ ̟͔ͫ͂̔ͭ̉̀ͮ͘L̮͎̱̖͈̎̌ ̸͕̻͉̭̲̭͊L̡͚̐̓ͯ̊͌̎ͤ by pariahdaisy NSFW Sexuality: H̱͙̙̱̟̙͉ͯͤ ̶̞͎E͙̱̘͇̥͒ͦ̈́́̂ͤ̋ ̟͔ͫ͂̔ͭ̉̀ͮ͘L̮͎̱̖͈̎̌ ̸͕̻͉̭̲̭͊L̡͚̐̓ͯ̊͌̎ͤ by pariahdaisy 1083 154 11 tracks sex sexuality sexual frustration what is a pile of shit like me to do??? masochism what's so easy 'bout coming to say goodbye by magnusifient what's so easy 'bout coming to say goodbye by magnusifient 55 3 14 tracks sad melancholy perfume genius radiohead writing the world ended in my mind. by effhakim the world ended in my mind. by effhakim 102 12 13 tracks death the end of the world isolation lonliness fear I'm nauseous, I have a headache and everyone hates me by purryhurry I'm nauseous, I have a headache and everyone hates me by purryhurry 344 14 9 tracks feeling like shit shame loneliness nausea self-awareness IT'S NOT WHAT YOU DESERVE. by punished "venom" snake IT'S NOT WHAT YOU DESERVE. by punished "venom" snake 1203 78 16 tracks personal bpd npd mental illness vent puke in my mouth~♡ by belimai NSFW puke in my mouth~♡ by belimai 441 63 19 tracks vocaloid edm hypersexual nsfw disgusting gold fleshwound by victimized NSFW fleshwound by victimized 917 127 13 tracks bipolar bpd violent impulses im taking kill your rapist to a whole new fucking level in fact i think i'll just kill everyone i'll kill everyone gold DID I STUTTER DID I STAMMER by goreadult NSFW DID I STUTTER DID I STAMMER by goreadult 3309 372 10 tracks violence npd bpd rap gold obsessed with you by moosetrack obsessed with you by moosetrack 1842 240 14 tracks yandere violence gore guro i am D I V I N E by kissthegirls i am D I V I N E by kissthegirls 314 61 9 tracks deitykin divine godkin scorpio by rosemaryinthegarden scorpio by rosemaryinthegarden 141 16 8 tracks scorpio halsey chill gold Scorpio by gazeee Scorpio by gazeee 2121 257 8 tracks scorpio astrology punk indie Our Music Is Loud And Our Laughter Untrue by GreenHeaven Our Music Is Loud And Our Laughter Untrue by GreenHeaven 200 23 15 tracks post-punk dark cabaret singer-songwriter a little bit of metal nervous gold HOST by rat pastor HOST by rat pastor 1229 122 9 tracks multiple system bpd schizophrenia deitykin mental illness KILL YOUR DOUBLE by Jaguar King NSFW KILL YOUR DOUBLE by Jaguar King 1096 94 8 tracks disassociation mental illness did brainweird multiplicity platinum D I S S O C I A T E by plant kid D I S S O C I A T E by plant kid 8525 1344 16 tracks dissociation depersonalization mental health derealization unreality gold d r e a m s c a p e by boghex d r e a m s c a p e by boghex 1476 214 12 tracks psychosis dissociation mental illness 8-bit dreampop i've been used up by cervidaedoll NSFW i've been used up by cervidaedoll 597 61 9 tracks ptsd trauma csa rape did You broke Me by Traumaturgy You broke Me by Traumaturgy 313 50 8 tracks abuse sexual abuse violent impulses ♥ kill someone in mary janes ♥ by ratmom ♥ kill someone in mary janes ♥ by ratmom 606 25 9 tracks femme feminism bad bitch sukeban gangster Existence is Exhausting by mmmja Existence is Exhausting by mmmja 302 45 10 tracks cold wave ambient synthpop existential SAD SIXTEEN by chiquitasweets SAD SIXTEEN by chiquitasweets 448 56 8 tracks 50s 60s sad hopeless sixteen gold I'll cut your little heart out. by 358days I'll cut your little heart out. by 358days 1710 198 10 tracks psychosis delusions paranoia dissociation personal gold ☆anti-empa†hy★ by ouma ☆anti-empa†hy★ by ouma 1827 272 14 tracks psychosis brainweird bpd violent impulses schizophrenia I'm Hanging On By a Thread by Traumaturgy I'm Hanging On By a Thread by Traumaturgy 254 27 8 tracks bpd mental illness obsession guro behind the wall by aunt_beast behind the wall by aunt_beast 62 4 25 tracks ptsd post traumatic stress disorder unearthly by antidoting unearthly by antidoting 145 19 11 tracks dissociation unreality brain weird depersonalization ill-brained princess by antidoting ill-brained princess by antidoting 237 30 11 tracks mental illness psychosis depersonalization derealization hallucinations gold filthy! disgusting! by mobpsycho100 filthy! disgusting! by mobpsycho100 1443 125 13 tracks bpd violent impulses psychosis brainweird mental illness my mind just isn't right by sweetalpacachild my mind just isn't right by sweetalpacachild 598 47 26 tracks mental illness brainweird bpd ptsd psychosis fun and easy by goreish fun and easy by goreish 1132 75 8 tracks abuse brainweird bpd personal who is in control by translars who is in control by translars 1328 92 8 tracks borderline personality disorder bpd psychosis mentall illness personal gold Something went wrong. by 358days Something went wrong. by 358days 1412 175 8 tracks psychosis violent impulses personal negative who even am i anymore by assdisaster who even am i anymore by assdisaster 994 94 12 tracks mental illness borderline personality disorder dissascioation bpd angst drowned girl by rottensky drowned girl by rottensky 481 72 17 tracks trauma ptsd suicide abuse two years, seven months later by mahouboy two years, seven months later by mahouboy 302 27 11 tracks sad ptsd rape abuse trauma no matter how cynical you become, by teabubbles no matter how cynical you become, by teabubbles 122 8 12 tracks rp stuff oc stuff bad person corruption gold *~Hyper aggressive apathy~* by intergalacticplanetary *~Hyper aggressive apathy~* by intergalacticplanetary 1580 171 15 tracks bpd aspd splitting dissociation abuse sick sick sick by domericbolton sick sick sick by domericbolton 346 50 8 tracks trauma hypersexuality hypersexual csa coping mechanism gold i don't have to feel this way by avatarbeat i don't have to feel this way by avatarbeat 1672 130 13 tracks mental illness personal brainweird bpd just fuck me up by kissthegirls just fuck me up by kissthegirls 870 92 15 tracks schizophrenia bipolar anxiety bipolar disorder mental illness comet child by peachcheeks comet child by peachcheeks 76 10 8 tracks depression abuse idk some more indie emo shit ur welcome ur welcome sonny HOW COULD YOU HAVE DONE THAT by intergalacticplanetary HOW COULD YOU HAVE DONE THAT by intergalacticplanetary 146 16 14 tracks abuse unhealthy relationship sexual abuse unhealthy friendships inexistence. by Rivailleieio inexistence. by Rivailleieio 567 81 16 tracks dissociation derealization mental illness ambient I am so much more than what you did to me. by nerdkingandco I am so much more than what you did to me. by nerdkingandco 577 57 8 tracks csa abusive relationship sexual abuse dark personal gold [ i didn't dodge all your bullets just denied that they hit me ] by disappearance [ i didn't dodge all your bullets just denied that they hit me ] by disappearance 1587 128 10 tracks abuse sexual abuse ptsd mindfuck me harder by jacqal mindfuck me harder by jacqal 38 3 8 tracks mental illness cute crushes xoxo inconvenient sex drive maybe i dont want to get better by alicew1 maybe i dont want to get better by alicew1 819 62 11 tracks bpd depression ptsd abuse survivor abuse gold They May Kill Me by jacqal They May Kill Me by jacqal 1153 117 8 tracks paranoia mental illness anxiety trust issues brainweird gold voices louder; by projectfreelancer voices louder; by projectfreelancer 1209 187 20 tracks schizophrenia psychosis mental illness mental health schizophrenic permission by takawa permission by takawa 630 47 9 tracks sexual abuse sexual assault csa cocsa gold you are (not) alone by covidnineteen you are (not) alone by covidnineteen 2532 333 16 tracks dissociation schizophrenia psychosis mental illness neurodivergent gold i'm not the kind of sick that you can fix by newport100s i'm not the kind of sick that you can fix by newport100s 3334 404 16 tracks brainweird bpd dissociation anxiety mental illness gold distant by ayanaamis distant by ayanaamis 2279 205 11 tracks lo-fi spoken word flatsound sad ?? idk Emptiness becomes a home by vvasteyrself Emptiness becomes a home by vvasteyrself 728 42 14 tracks sad depressed depression yep another depressing mix when you think about him by r.adicahl when you think about him by r.adicahl 1134 38 19 tracks calm chill study sad gold does it really matter by cryingviolxts does it really matter by cryingviolxts 37755 934 15 tracks chill indie study sleep alternative Tunes by khadinger1 Tunes by khadinger1 1825 73 13 tracks chill tropical electronic sax does anyone think i'm beautiful? by haruspool does anyone think i'm beautiful? by haruspool 171 13 10 tracks quiet affection lo-fi i suck at everything by severities i suck at everything by severities 202 12 9 tracks indie alternative lo-fi burger records gold we used to stay inside for recess because outside was worse by therathepeasant we used to stay inside for recess because outside was worse by therathepeasant 5618 370 11 tracks spoken word spoken word / poetry shane koyczan slam poetry sarah kay gold i'm just so tired by searchingforkate i'm just so tired by searchingforkate 2431 109 33 tracks sleep sad love acoustic covers cecilia lisbon's mind by ediewonderland cecilia lisbon's mind by ediewonderland 162 29 8 tracks the virgin suicides suicide boredom cecilia lisbon dreamy lost at the circus by dazed-rosedarling lost at the circus by dazed-rosedarling 608 35 23 tracks circus dark carnival haunted circus platinum The World In Slow Motion by Super#5398 was hereqz The World In Slow Motion by Super#5398 was hereqz 194448 4911 10 tracks deep chill out ambient sleep bliss no more sad songs by emochicken no more sad songs by emochicken 559 55 8 tracks lo-fi teen suicide kinda sad acoustic tired "Looking at him looking at her." by unfckable "Looking at him looking at her." by unfckable 528 17 8 tracks indie sad love miss you sleep frayed nerves by chemicalpeople frayed nerves by chemicalpeople 253 13 13 tracks anxiety relaxing calming chill panic attack just breathe by mimiaca just breathe by mimiaca 1310 42 14 tracks anxiety calm chill breathe rainy day gold in the act of observing others, you may recognize yourself by woonons in the act of observing others, you may recognize yourself by woonons 2729 407 9 tracks evangelion neon genesis evangelion dreamy depersonalization mental illness gold 3am// by kenna1975 3am// by kenna1975 3116 413 12 tracks lo-fi calm dreamy indiepop alternative don't you mind, don't you mind by waitingforwinter don't you mind, don't you mind by waitingforwinter 446 15 9 tracks sad the 1975 lonely at least we're under the same sky. by losgrowlerz at least we're under the same sky. by losgrowlerz 469 20 9 tracks sad arctic monkeys sleep chill break up 1968: Weird, Weirder, Weirdest by put 1968: Weird, Weirder, Weirdest by put 214 51 13 tracks psych avant-garde freakout upset by matthewholzworth upset by matthewholzworth 1984 70 8 tracks sleep sad tired flatsound chill gold why can't i breathe by searchingforkate why can't i breathe by searchingforkate 4246 405 44 tracks anxiety tired spoken word acoustic depressed