I've entered this point in my life when my dysphoria never ends. I wake up to it and falling asleep I don't want to think about tomorrow. Facing myself like this is too hard. I gotta wait for November to start ,,being diagnozed". For a year. After that, hormones. The amount of time, no matter if there's my goal at the end, depresses me beyond any measures. I was a fighter, now I sit in my room more and more, in pain. Whatever becomes of us. Thank you for your playlist.
@dares First, thank you so much for listening, and second, I understand the "dysphoria never ends" so much, actually at this exact moment. But, you're so close to November, just a couple months and you've made it. You have to take it a day at a time, one day closer to hormones, one day closer to it. The pain will pass and you can and will get there. I hope I do too.
@fobfantasia You're right. Each day is closer. It's hard but time, above everything else, will take us there. If one can make it so can the other. all the best, man, and thank you
8 comments on (dys)phoria
dares May 06, 2016
I've entered this point in my life when my dysphoria never ends. I wake up to it and falling asleep I don't want to think about tomorrow. Facing myself like this is too hard. I gotta wait for November to start ,,being diagnozed". For a year. After that, hormones. The amount of time, no matter if there's my goal at the end, depresses me beyond any measures. I was a fighter, now I sit in my room more and more, in pain. Whatever becomes of us. Thank you for your playlist.
⃠cinnamilk May 07, 2016
@dares First, thank you so much for listening, and second, I understand the "dysphoria never ends" so much, actually at this exact moment. But, you're so close to November, just a couple months and you've made it. You have to take it a day at a time, one day closer to hormones, one day closer to it. The pain will pass and you can and will get there. I hope I do too.
⃠dares May 21, 2016
@fobfantasia You're right. Each day is closer. It's hard but time, above everything else, will take us there. If one can make it so can the other. all the best, man, and thank you
⃠Maxtothemax April 01, 2016
this is so great wow
⃠frankscellabration January 01, 2016
is there a way I can get the track list for this? My 8tracks is glitchy and doesn't show them
⃠pleurenichard November 18, 2015
I love this so so so much
⃠fondleadude October 31, 2015
Thank you so much for this
⃠lez3 October 17, 2015
THIS IS MY BODY IN GENDER DYPHORIA PAIN.
⃠xxxHyding August 30, 2015
Came to this playlist feeling like shit, left dancing in my chair and with a happy grin on my face.
⃠vainillablunt August 13, 2015
i love this playlist so much
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