mh ectoplasmm Length 57 playlists Updated January 26, 2017 playlists featuring self hate, mental illness, and brainweird music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete CUCKOO!! by ovrwatch CUCKOO!! by ovrwatch 154 27 11 tracks ?????? brainweird bpd psychosis gem visited by an angel by Kaworu visited by an angel by Kaworu 224 67 9 tracks insomnia feel better depression angel divine . by lavendertutus . by lavendertutus 80 12 8 tracks derealization identity alteration it's also personal self harm negative Mixed feelings by egg.toast.png Mixed feelings by egg.toast.png 74 16 10 tracks bipolar depression happy plus i couldn't speak anyways by scarletibis plus i couldn't speak anyways by scarletibis 399 55 12 tracks blood queer mysterious skin self hate im gonna regret this good for nothing by glue-for-brains good for nothing by glue-for-brains 1022 96 10 tracks sad self hate empty gold you said he got his teeth fixed? by pansyseed you said he got his teeth fixed? by pansyseed 4582 409 10 tracks brainweird mental illness negative self hate gold i exist... oh well... by transgeiszler i exist... oh well... by transgeiszler 4263 526 8 tracks ugh dissociation emotional abuse depression LOVE HIGH by EddieGluskin LOVE HIGH by EddieGluskin 447 94 12 tracks bpd obsession unhealthy dependency age regression caretakers gold DID I STUTTER DID I STAMMER by goreadult NSFW DID I STUTTER DID I STAMMER by goreadult 3309 372 10 tracks violence npd bpd rap fucked up and spun out in my room by sufferclown fucked up and spun out in my room by sufferclown 163 45 16 tracks summer mental illness recovery dog teeth by sufferclown NSFW dog teeth by sufferclown 14 7 20 tracks nsfw mental illness too much blood by sufferclown too much blood by sufferclown 555 51 10 tracks panic attacks mental illness panic blood personal gold AND YOU SAID, by prongcollar AND YOU SAID, by prongcollar 2281 268 10 tracks brainweird schizophrenia vent crash and burn by kinfeel crash and burn by kinfeel 226 21 12 tracks mental illness self hate god why by turntechgoddamn god why by turntechgoddamn 333 46 10 tracks i hate this gender bullshit and i hate my family sad depressed other lame tags lmao im too sad to do this now I feel sick by staygaystaydead I feel sick by staygaystaydead 1084 70 11 tracks abuse sad angry fucked up see u in hell assholes happy birthday by turntechgoddamn happy birthday by turntechgoddamn 58 6 11 tracks birthday sad dissapointment depression gold faking suicide for applause by sufjans NSFW faking suicide for applause by sufjans 1354 138 11 tracks self harm suicide depression bpd cutting crashing to the ground like eyyy lmao by bearkid crashing to the ground like eyyy lmao by bearkid 618 94 7 tracks emotional abuse schizoaffective brainweird Dead by eccehomo42 Dead by eccehomo42 16 3 8 tracks unreality death static and fuzzy boxes by EddieGluskin NSFW static and fuzzy boxes by EddieGluskin 410 63 11 tracks bpd ptsd psychosis trauma dɪˈɹeɪndʒd by allosaurus dɪˈɹeɪndʒd by allosaurus 295 40 9 tracks psychosis mental illness self harm paranoia gold TEETH TEETH TEETH by Puppy Boy NSFW TEETH TEETH TEETH by Puppy Boy 736 101 9 tracks mental illness other angry violence nsfw IM THE GUY WHO SUCKS, PLUS I GOT DEPRESSION by nanoheart IM THE GUY WHO SUCKS, PLUS I GOT DEPRESSION by nanoheart 309 62 48 tracks brainweird depression depressed neurodivergent personal mix fever, by transgeiszler fever, by transgeiszler 1475 84 8 tracks sad depression anxiety mental illness gold wolfing out by salem666 wolfing out by salem666 1029 114 13 tracks mental illness psychosis gender bpd uuuuuuh gold Life ain't so hopeful. by toolshed Life ain't so hopeful. by toolshed 836 147 8 tracks bpd brainweird negative personal mirror, mirror– by lavendertutus mirror, mirror– by lavendertutus 664 74 11 tracks dissociation depersonalization ??? idk mental illness gold n̸̰̖͕̩̜͈ͭͦ̏̾̋͡o͚͍ͫ̊̓͆̃ͫͧͣ́ by katzuragi n̸̰̖͕̩̜͈ͭͦ̏̾̋͡o͚͍ͫ̊̓͆̃ͫͧͣ́ by katzuragi 1136 178 10 tracks anxiety personal dissociation gold filthy! disgusting! by mobpsycho100 filthy! disgusting! by mobpsycho100 1443 125 13 tracks bpd violent impulses psychosis brainweird mental illness gold how s̨͙̝̦̻͍̜͉̕t͎r̴̦̞̗͉;̢̤͚͢ą̴̱͉̩͓̙n̷̬͚̙̟͎̥̘̙͝͡.̺̰͙͙̖͍͔̕͜ͅͅg̸̶͔͚͔̥̲̬e҉͇͍̳̕͠ by goreadult how s̨͙̝̦̻͍̜͉̕t͎r̴̦̞̗͉;̢̤͚͢ą̴̱͉̩͓̙n̷̬͚̙̟͎̥̘̙͝͡.̺̰͙͙̖͍͔̕͜ͅͅg̸̶͔͚͔̥̲̬e҉͇͍̳̕͠ by goreadult 2234 338 8 tracks derealization hallucinations brainweird mental illness What Is Going On by cervidaedoll NSFW What Is Going On by cervidaedoll 370 23 10 tracks dissociation depression unreality anxiety bpd Nevr Been Bettr! by quivershiver Nevr Been Bettr! by quivershiver 24 3 8 tracks personal negative about me depressed anxiety jams by jameskirkk NSFW anxiety jams by jameskirkk 434 95 15 tracks anxiety mental illness indie anxiety relief relatable songs dormant by hewouldhavelaughed dormant by hewouldhavelaughed 5 0 8 tracks negative sad cry it doesnt matter. by chaeunwoo it doesnt matter. by chaeunwoo 756 93 18 tracks personal negative npd ppd theres some other shit i could probably incorporate btu i dont care the sick and the dying by yureihime the sick and the dying by yureihime 854 85 8 tracks mental illness bpd negative gold ◥ grim ◤ by smallfae ◥ grim ◤ by smallfae 1110 128 9 tracks bpd negative brainweird mental illness gold wicked. by nyazawa NSFW wicked. by nyazawa 2810 418 18 tracks panic attacks negative vent bpd personal gold U R G E S by doggut U R G E S by doggut 563 176 14 tracks ptsd sexual abuse sad-ish anxiety gem just a matter of time by clintywinty just a matter of time by clintywinty 313 99 16 tracks self hate mental illness bpd im sick of myself im sick of everyone pretending theyre not sick of me gold 8tracks has really shitty music choice by actuallyamess 8tracks has really shitty music choice by actuallyamess 1838 357 8 tracks depressed anxiety panic attack brain weird mental illness platinum [ l o s t ] by doggut [ l o s t ] by doggut 5041 1146 11 tracks mental illness sad sleep dissociation dysphoria gem ack by genei ack by genei 115 40 10 tracks mental illness mood swings dissociation personal vent im a cynic at best by alienenby im a cynic at best by alienenby 569 82 13 tracks personal about me negative mental illness lil bit of body dysphoria in there gold I AM JUST A FREAK by HITMAN BOYFRIEND I AM JUST A FREAK by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 878 149 10 tracks bpd mental illness intrusive thoughts violent impulses violent urges it's all in your head by colorwashs it's all in your head by colorwashs 334 52 11 tracks instrumental mental illness sleep tired depression gold come all ye faithful ▲ by HITMAN BOYFRIEND NSFW come all ye faithful ▲ by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 832 159 10 tracks violent impulses intrusive thoughts monsterkin godkin bpd quiet terror by harmfulboy quiet terror by harmfulboy 828 72 8 tracks 90s film score ldr its ok i think im garbage too by dizzysodas its ok i think im garbage too by dizzysodas 779 83 9 tracks ichimatsu ichimatsu matsuno osomatsu-san mother mother depression WHITE KNUCKLES by bitterpriestess WHITE KNUCKLES by bitterpriestess 589 74 8 tracks mental illness ocd anxiety adhd self harm please stop talking to me by eun1cycle please stop talking to me by eun1cycle 696 78 8 tracks depression indie electronic abuse gold theres no other witnesses by stardrinker theres no other witnesses by stardrinker 3433 345 9 tracks abuse ptsd sad mother mother I'm trying by Sparkly Trash I'm trying by Sparkly Trash 706 39 8 tracks recovery depression brainweird relapse zero by masonverger zero by masonverger 545 60 11 tracks alternative sad mental illness disassociation gold YOU WERE A GOD △ by HITMAN BOYFRIEND NSFW YOU WERE A GOD △ by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 2863 368 12 tracks mental illness bpd ocd anxiety depression look at me that way by HITMAN BOYFRIEND look at me that way by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 321 48 12 tracks mental illness bpd borderline personality disorder love favorite person gold Ground Yourself/You're Okay by oriionsbelt Ground Yourself/You're Okay by oriionsbelt 1690 233 12 tracks anxiety relief anxiety depersonalization derealization gold the worst by kinfeel the worst by kinfeel 2167 296 11 tracks self hate self destruction mental illness dysphoria dissociation saddest summer ever by plant kid saddest summer ever by plant kid 585 54 15 tracks summer sad depressed bored tired there is comfort at the bottom of a swimming pool by stardib there is comfort at the bottom of a swimming pool by stardib 490 54 9 tracks bpd depression drdp brainweird angsty gold I’m lonely so I do lonely things by goreadult I’m lonely so I do lonely things by goreadult 3197 411 10 tracks insomnia mental illness depression gold GIF I'm so, so tired by goreadult I'm so, so tired by goreadult 6000 309 8 tracks depression indie negative gold sorry, i'm sorry by farval sorry, i'm sorry by farval 2185 244 8 tracks depression bpd mental illness anxiety sad gold dear god, i hate myself. by astrosoda dear god, i hate myself. by astrosoda 3171 423 12 tracks mental illness vent anxiety stress gold i don't f@#king care by goreadult i don't f@#king care by goreadult 3428 418 9 tracks bpd depression udghkakg my brain i s dea d byee