stories from active addiction.
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- i always end up back in a cycle of shame - looking in the mirror is hard.
- i'll find me a drug to replace the love that is slowly leaving my life.
- a distorted reality's now a necessity to be free.
- nothing but shame and paranoia, a slightly desperate feeling to calm you to sleep.
- your smiles just stop, and your eyes go dead, and the shadows start to crawl in the back of your head.
- any deeper and they'd call it drowning - i'm not pushing or pulling, not even trying to get out.
- i'm getting weaker. please help me. i wish i could help myself.
- in passing i am asked, "do you believe in a god?" i shrug off the answer, continue to get high in this terror of no explanation.

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