july: a hodgepodge of different feelings. is it hate? is it love? is it inbetween? not exactly knowing who you are. always on the search for something. not finding it. and the world around you is slowly caving in. is it this what you are craving for? the apocalypse of everything, so it can end? so the struggle will be put to sleep, finally? the crave is still there. the crave of finding a position you're comfortable in, even though you know you have to put hard work into it. which is something you cannot execute, because there is a lack of hope and passion. vicious cycles you can't get out of. but you try, try, try. don't try for too long.

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