i feel so fucking sick goreadult Length 36 playlists Updated March 14, 2016 playlists featuring abuse, sexual abuse, and indie music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete gold Life ain't so hopeful. by toolshed Life ain't so hopeful. by toolshed 836 147 8 tracks bpd brainweird negative personal gold It's not a good day by Hotspittle NSFW It's not a good day by Hotspittle 323 105 10 tracks fidlar tyler the creator garage king krule like a candle snuffed at dawn by arijandro NSFW like a candle snuffed at dawn by arijandro 299 37 8 tracks love sad love gold i know i cant let go by HellHoundBreath i know i cant let go by HellHoundBreath 874 103 11 tracks abuse child abuse sexual abuse trauma recovery please stop talking to me by eun1cycle please stop talking to me by eun1cycle 696 78 8 tracks depression indie electronic abuse accomplice by bombshellblowout NSFW accomplice by bombshellblowout 873 76 11 tracks tohru adachi souji seta adachi/souji persona 4 accomplice ending Backstabber, hope grabber, greedy little bitch by Bitebite Backstabber, hope grabber, greedy little bitch by Bitebite 264 31 8 tracks bad friends bad relationships negative friends indie hush hush hush by EddieGluskin hush hush hush by EddieGluskin 807 97 10 tracks violence violent impulses abuse guro self harm gold I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood NSFW I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood 1560 204 8 tracks abuse sexual abuse flatsound the puppingtons by spaceauddity the puppingtons by spaceauddity 735 97 51 tracks orel alcoholism moral orel fanmix gold you are (not) alone by covidnineteen you are (not) alone by covidnineteen 2532 333 16 tracks dissociation schizophrenia psychosis mental illness neurodivergent gold the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap by tulipkid the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap by tulipkid 2115 297 10 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder sad mental illness gold n̸̰̖͕̩̜͈ͭͦ̏̾̋͡o͚͍ͫ̊̓͆̃ͫͧͣ́ by katzuragi n̸̰̖͕̩̜͈ͭͦ̏̾̋͡o͚͍ͫ̊̓͆̃ͫͧͣ́ by katzuragi 1136 178 10 tracks anxiety personal dissociation weirdo by blumedic weirdo by blumedic 545 53 10 tracks psychosis brainweird over and over by smallhymn over and over by smallhymn 692 46 10 tracks abuse sexual abuse survivor csa sad machine by splatfest sad machine by splatfest 971 94 9 tracks bpd paranoia avpd making this mix made me so emo gold in between the pews by stardrinker in between the pews by stardrinker 1597 159 10 tracks abuse psychosis brainweird sexual abuse trauma they'll clap when you're gone by sinew they'll clap when you're gone by sinew 676 58 13 tracks neon genesis evangelion nge shinji ikari lofi folk gold songs for clinically sad kids by noojabes songs for clinically sad kids by noojabes 3259 182 8 tracks songs that u wish werent so relatable mental health mentally ill white ppl music honestly but its cool gold i wanna be okay by eun1cycle i wanna be okay by eun1cycle 954 100 15 tracks negative positivity personal hahaaaaa idek gold theres no other witnesses by stardrinker theres no other witnesses by stardrinker 3433 345 9 tracks abuse ptsd sad mother mother gold christians gave me comic books by stardrinker christians gave me comic books by stardrinker 1875 221 14 tracks the binding of isaac binding of isaac religion psychosis gold ᴷᶰᵒʷᶤᶰᵍ ᵂʰᵃᵗ ᴸᵒᵛᵉ ᴵᶳ [ᶳᶤᵈᵉ ᴬ] by stardrinker ᴷᶰᵒʷᶤᶰᵍ ᵂʰᵃᵗ ᴸᵒᵛᵉ ᴵᶳ [ᶳᶤᵈᵉ ᴬ] by stardrinker 1729 202 15 tracks abuse emotional abuse sexual abuse physical abuse side a gem ...Hey. by stardrinker ...Hey. by stardrinker 620 74 14 tracks oyasumi punpun aiko tanaka gold The Dumbing Down of Love by stardrinker The Dumbing Down of Love by stardrinker 1149 117 12 tracks abuse emotional abuse physical abuse sexual abuse Oh, so typical by staygaystaydead Oh, so typical by staygaystaydead 919 58 8 tracks fucked up mental illness teenage angst angry self destructive gold hook me up to machines by stardrinker hook me up to machines by stardrinker 2534 226 13 tracks hospital abuse emotional abuse physical abuse sexual abuse gem I'm on, like, three antidepressants, by marebound I'm on, like, three antidepressants, by marebound 614 85 9 tracks shinji shinji ikari evangelion neon genesis evangelion they're all around me by fubuking they're all around me by fubuking 869 87 11 tracks schizoaffective schizophrenia bipolar mental illness personal gold "I Dislike Myself More Than I Like You" by Bitebite "I Dislike Myself More Than I Like You" by Bitebite 2379 240 12 tracks negative mental illness depression indie angst gold NOBODY by erosarrows NOBODY by erosarrows 636 100 10 tracks shinji ikari nge neon genesis evangelion gold Where Is My Mind by narukami Where Is My Mind by narukami 1076 153 8 tracks shinji ikari neon genesis evangelion sad I Have Internalized The Abusive Truth by pariahdaisy I Have Internalized The Abusive Truth by pariahdaisy 720 99 12 tracks mental illness brainweird delusions ironically he looks a lot like zacharie and i relate to the batter a lot so this pic works i guess he's literally just a part of my psyche but i've been dissociating with my thoughts to the point it created another gold a musical supplement for lost social interactions and communcations by pariahdaisy a musical supplement for lost social interactions and communcations by pariahdaisy 1898 267 10 tracks he brainweird mental illness missing friends i keep making my grave deeper and deeper and i'm too scared and messed up to ask for helpdoesn't help then again he doesn't want help gold 3AM in a parking lot by coffeekid 3AM in a parking lot by coffeekid 2828 234 10 tracks jazz instrumental slow n smooth :-) gold rabbit bones by traumatique rabbit bones by traumatique 1120 120 12 tracks abuse trauma ptsd csa gold i am not safe here by stardrinker i am not safe here by stardrinker 849 147 8 tracks abuse physical abuse sexual abuse speech patterns. by espacio speech patterns. by espacio 458 36 10 tracks asuka langley soryu shinji ikari neon genesis evangelion nge asushin