I AM STILL NOT THE MONSTER OF THIS STORY.

you have to give up the idea of having a perfect family

fuck you. you arent my real family. family wouldn't treat me like this.

"you cant get better if you keep fantasizing about a family that never really existed"

this playlist is a fucking mess but so am i so i dont care. i am seriously running out of songs to describe my abuse, it's a pain in my ass. my mind is a pit of shrapnel at this point. i cant remember the majority of my abuse anymore, and its affecting my relationship with my identity as a "survivor".

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