before:
in essence,
i killed my dog.
it looks like its
kind of a guilt trip
to resort to
euthanization,
but it had to be done.
wont you forgive me?
almost ten years together and three years apart

i'll miss you.

and i dont know just how hard its going to hit me.
here's a playlist for then.
until it becomes a playlist for now.
goodbye, you were a good, good dog.
and as my brother now leaves for college, you leave us too.
oh how times change.
you can never prepare yourself enough.
but enough is now.
i know im going to be crying tonight

after:

she is in a better place now

and my dad said
he told her to say hi to luke and timmy
and she'll be able to run down the street and see where she's going
and lay down and not be wet
and she had her bear and her tuggie and her blue blanket with her