sick and sad pariahdaisy Length 83 playlists Updated November 17, 2016 playlists featuring abuse, brainweird, and emotional abuse music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete gem headache by Xechas headache by Xechas 128 44 10 tracks intrusive thoughts noise self hate brainweird dissociation if you're never sorry then you can't be forgiven by fahc if you're never sorry then you can't be forgiven by fahc 59 14 8 tracks abuse gaslighting mental illness suicide brainweird the monsters under your bed are the least of your worries by schizotypals NSFW the monsters under your bed are the least of your worries by schizotypals 94 27 11 tracks some of these songs are pretty triggering watch out trauma gem filthy &&. rotten by murkoff filthy &&. rotten by murkoff 49 28 10 tracks csa abuse emotional abuse neglect mostly instrumental in my personal and mentally ill opinion by Tengil in my personal and mentally ill opinion by Tengil 117 19 9 tracks abuse depression mental illness family trauma even in my dreams by goreish even in my dreams by goreish 565 57 8 tracks brainweird death sad disassociation dreamy gold jarring by faceache jarring by faceache 781 112 8 tracks disassociation dissociation derealization depersonalization brainweird gold Rough Stuff by EddieGluskin Rough Stuff by EddieGluskin 983 107 12 tracks abuse verbal abuse emotional abuse neglect intrusive thoughts by tsukinami NSFW intrusive thoughts by tsukinami 172 30 11 tracks intrusive thoughts brainweird mental illness multigenre kinda nsfw? you were the mean one by moosetrack you were the mean one by moosetrack 611 95 10 tracks emotional abuse abuse negative gregory and the hawk sad why by mkxl why by mkxl 536 51 9 tracks sad crybaby i feel like ripping my skin off mental illness a feeling you can't shake by kiyuki NSFW a feeling you can't shake by kiyuki 96 14 8 tracks brainweird ptsd emotional abuse gold lucky stars; loose teeth by victimized lucky stars; loose teeth by victimized 924 146 11 tracks trauma i was supposed to die in the womb i've been living my whole life as a ghost child sexual abuse neglect you were just a little kid by stardrinker NSFW you were just a little kid by stardrinker 682 74 8 tracks csa child sexual abuse abuse sexual abuse S̨͚̭͎͍̰̙̦͍̗̪̤̟̤̹̟̮͋ͫ̈́̈́ͪͩ̉͐́̃͆͢C̸͙͔̱̩͖̟̱̘͇̘̱̮̭̮̮̜͙̹̓͒͐ͦ̀ͯͨ͊ͦͥ̉͂̽͌ͮ̚͡R͕͇̭͈͉̝̟̘̯̪̉͑̏̀ͣ̾̈ͯͩ̔̏ͪ͢͢͠Ȩ̢̛̦̖͙̠̬ͥ̄ͭ̆A̡̒̉̊ͬͩ̅̂ͣ́̎̑͛̚͏̝̟̜̺̖̪͍͖͔M̛͚̰̥͙͕̤̺͚̯̠̱̼͒̑̾̈ͦ̈͝ͅ by xelos S̨͚̭͎͍̰̙̦͍̗̪̤̟̤̹̟̮͋ͫ̈́̈́ͪͩ̉͐́̃͆͢C̸͙͔̱̩͖̟̱̘͇̘̱̮̭̮̮̜͙̹̓͒͐ͦ̀ͯͨ͊ͦͥ̉͂̽͌ͮ̚͡R͕͇̭͈͉̝̟̘̯̪̉͑̏̀ͣ̾̈ͯͩ̔̏ͪ͢͢͠Ȩ̢̛̦̖͙̠̬ͥ̄ͭ̆A̡̒̉̊ͬͩ̅̂ͣ́̎̑͛̚͏̝̟̜̺̖̪͍͖͔M̛͚̰̥͙͕̤̺͚̯̠̱̼͒̑̾̈ͦ̈͝ͅ by xelos 587 78 12 tracks dissociation brainweird mental illness manic electronic gold does it scare you? by deitys does it scare you? by deitys 799 100 9 tracks violence angry mental illness guro gold repetition by goreadult repetition by goreadult 2443 277 9 tracks ptsd abuse mental illness akfdg;ljfadfkdls im in fukcin ghell gold fondly; wrongly by victimized NSFW fondly; wrongly by victimized 937 126 11 tracks sexual abuse csa if i remember you wrong maybe it'll stop hurting soft dependency I forgive you even as you choke me that way by pillowstars I forgive you even as you choke me that way by pillowstars 575 55 9 tracks mental illness unrequited love kill me whenever you want to by goreish kill me whenever you want to by goreish 603 79 8 tracks brainweird codependency dark closure is a myth by technetium4 closure is a myth by technetium4 528 70 14 tracks ptsd abuse los campesinos domestic abuse personal gold in between the pews by stardrinker in between the pews by stardrinker 1597 159 10 tracks abuse psychosis brainweird sexual abuse trauma gold o h go d he l pm e by abulia o h go d he l pm e by abulia 2017 247 9 tracks mental illness personal lo-fi sad sorry gold SHOULDA WENT TO BED by prongcollar SHOULDA WENT TO BED by prongcollar 1095 113 8 tracks brainweird schizophrenia There's comfort in the bottom of a swimming pool by stardrinker There's comfort in the bottom of a swimming pool by stardrinker 1044 90 15 tracks the front bottoms lake sad self reflection personal I'm already dead by plaguexz I'm already dead by plaguexz 39 3 16 tracks personal sad gold !!!!ああああああああああああ!!!! by disappearance !!!!ああああああああああああ!!!! by disappearance 1394 167 9 tracks mania paranoia mental illness bipolar ??igues I feel sick by staygaystaydead I feel sick by staygaystaydead 1084 70 11 tracks abuse sad angry fucked up see u in hell assholes gold I'm fine by ayanaamis I'm fine by ayanaamis 2735 289 12 tracks depression self hate self harm alternative indie 01039094 by cunabula 01039094 by cunabula 411 41 9 tracks depression brainweird dissociation mental illness i guess by cloudyllic i guess by cloudyllic 898 83 8 tracks dissociative depersonalization personal dissociative identity disorder brainweird gold "I Dislike Myself More Than I Like You" by Bitebite "I Dislike Myself More Than I Like You" by Bitebite 2379 240 12 tracks negative mental illness depression indie angst gold wait by stardrinker wait by stardrinker 1069 141 14 tracks bpd paranoia paranoid psychosis brainweird my body is but a vessel by funeral day my body is but a vessel by funeral day 801 73 11 tracks ptsd depression trauma dissociation brainweird gold hook me up to machines by stardrinker hook me up to machines by stardrinker 2534 226 13 tracks hospital abuse emotional abuse physical abuse sexual abuse Bad Break (up) by disappearance Bad Break (up) by disappearance 360 27 8 tracks unhealthy relationship toxic people break up finally gold whose memories are these? by goreadult whose memories are these? by goreadult 4361 578 10 tracks dissociation unreality mental illness brainweird gold ᴷᶰᵒʷᶤᶰᵍ ᵂʰᵃᵗ ᴸᵒᵛᵉ ᴵᶳ [ᶳᶤᵈᵉ ᴬ] by stardrinker ᴷᶰᵒʷᶤᶰᵍ ᵂʰᵃᵗ ᴸᵒᵛᵉ ᴵᶳ [ᶳᶤᵈᵉ ᴬ] by stardrinker 1729 202 15 tracks abuse emotional abuse sexual abuse physical abuse side a gold "That's all I ask for" by stardrinker "That's all I ask for" by stardrinker 2259 213 12 tracks abuse emotional abuse sexual abuse physical abuse abusive family by mephitine abusive family by mephitine 811 97 17 tracks abuse abusive family abusive parents trauma emotional abuse gold im sorry, i miss you by yunghoe im sorry, i miss you by yunghoe 2801 230 8 tracks sad flatsound la dispute spoken word spoken word / poetry gold W H Y ? by stardrinker W H Y ? by stardrinker 1669 140 11 tracks pain why hurt sad violence gold [ i didn't dodge all your bullets just denied that they hit me ] by disappearance [ i didn't dodge all your bullets just denied that they hit me ] by disappearance 1587 128 10 tracks abuse sexual abuse ptsd Epilogue by stardrinker Epilogue by stardrinker 169 17 9 tracks abuse sad gold theres no other witnesses by stardrinker theres no other witnesses by stardrinker 3433 345 9 tracks abuse ptsd sad mother mother ۩what the fuck by batim ۩what the fuck by batim 171 13 9 tracks sad background music quiet My Brain's Not Alright by SlowDancingWithAliens My Brain's Not Alright by SlowDancingWithAliens 209 11 8 tracks mental illness depression i am floating away by batim i am floating away by batim 315 20 8 tracks indie sad quiet lo-fi Unreality by ghoulwave Unreality by ghoulwave 125 9 11 tracks dissociation depersonalization I'm not here by TeenIdle13 I'm not here by TeenIdle13 686 31 8 tracks depersonalization anxiety radiohead lofi shoegaze unreal by homura akemi unreal by homura akemi 738 81 8 tracks unreality dissociation mental illness depersonalization drdp gold Bruises by pillowstars Bruises by pillowstars 1162 118 17 tracks trigger warning sexual abuse physical abuse sad verbal abuse lucid dreaming by blueflavor lucid dreaming by blueflavor 91 17 8 tracks come home fawnteeth gold afterlife by apophis afterlife by apophis 884 171 10 tracks disassociation unreality depersonalization brainweird gold im not real by ryoubakura im not real by ryoubakura 5205 438 12 tracks dissociation ambient *:・゚♥・゚: * by funeral day *:・゚♥・゚: * by funeral day 954 52 8 tracks abuse guilt grief sorry trauma suicide by godkillme suicide by godkillme 766 73 8 tracks suicidal tendencies self-destruction i'll kill you by artboy1998 i'll kill you by artboy1998 588 25 9 tracks csa trauma i hope i make you ❡ґїηⅾ your teeth by stardrinker i hope i make you ❡ґїηⅾ your teeth by stardrinker 610 40 10 tracks abuse anger sad ☾ ʜ ᴀ ᴜ ɴ ᴛ ᴍ ᴇ ☽ by stardrinker ☾ ʜ ᴀ ᴜ ɴ ᴛ ᴍ ᴇ ☽ by stardrinker 846 91 11 tracks ghosts otherkin haunting haunt ghost tears are temporary by nowinscenarios tears are temporary by nowinscenarios 148 11 19 tracks sad cry it'll be okay everything sucks but that's okay by tartkiss everything sucks but that's okay by tartkiss 858 36 11 tracks sad depression crying FERAL CHILD by mothmouth FERAL CHILD by mothmouth 603 78 8 tracks mental illness trauma violent angry n o i s e by ieroxpizza n o i s e by ieroxpizza 1186 75 17 tracks noise rock punk lo-fi sad flatsound gold worthless by copgraveyrd worthless by copgraveyrd 2276 214 8 tracks teen suicide punk garage lo-fi noise pop gold everything is going to hell by shy1998 everything is going to hell by shy1998 2394 193 8 tracks lo-fi acoustic sad teen suicide noise pop ghost party by tifachu ghost party by tifachu 537 46 11 tracks sadcore emocore lo-fi smooth-fi ambient platinum how to never stop being sad. by ArynRuffin how to never stop being sad. by ArynRuffin 15901 1446 12 tracks spoken word poetry flatsound dandelion hands sad Everything's Bad Forever by ratghoil Everything's Bad Forever by ratghoil 137 17 12 tracks depression ugh hopelessness [sad] by televisions [sad] by televisions 640 32 20 tracks sad marina and the diamonds tired daughter depressed the sick and the dying by yureihime the sick and the dying by yureihime 854 85 8 tracks mental illness bpd negative vague by risbi vague by risbi 126 17 11 tracks mental illness personal this message was brought to you by all the cats in my life by kidflashed this message was brought to you by all the cats in my life by kidflashed 529 33 11 tracks personal sad angry depression gold it's nothing that i care to hear by frøya it's nothing that i care to hear by frøya 1280 131 17 tracks trauma abuse child abuse mental illness y'know it starts pretty rough, and ends up even worse by floaromatown y'know it starts pretty rough, and ends up even worse by floaromatown 576 25 13 tracks failure self pity numb personal mix disappointment i don't even feel like talking by himedere i don't even feel like talking by himedere 589 45 9 tracks sad bluh gold satan take me by sugarbread satan take me by sugarbread 2202 174 8 tracks lo-fi angst depression coma cinema teen suicide gold i deserve it by marrinws i deserve it by marrinws 3742 196 26 tracks sad depression suicide sleep lonely gold survivor's guilt by traumatique survivor's guilt by traumatique 1554 207 13 tracks abuse lo-fi sad gold isolated by kougyoku ren isolated by kougyoku ren 4756 369 10 tracks sad negative lonely look at me, i exist by politeprincess look at me, i exist by politeprincess 304 33 8 tracks sad personal abuse lo-fi idk gold sad times a million by ccharlottee sad times a million by ccharlottee 4185 230 19 tracks sad tired sleep cry chill gold not ok by severities not ok by severities 1447 207 13 tracks sad depressed suicidal dreampop