This is the music I put on when I'm feeling like dying and shit, possibly on the verge of tears, but at the same time I want to kick someone's ass within an inch of their life. I need the music to make me feel like I won't drown in my despair, yet I want it to reflect my unwarranted rage. It's an uncomfortable and messed up spot to be in, and I have to call upon every genre of music that defines who I am to help me. I don't know what the fuck I'd do without music.

Minor keys.

Self-indulgent/self-loathing bullshit.

Slow/sad. Then fast/angry. Then slow.

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