M A N I A peter-pants Length 69 playlists Updated January 07, 2016 playlists featuring abuse, codependency, and personal music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete there's something i want you to know by dogscape there's something i want you to know by dogscape 471 55 10 tracks static crystal castles macintosh plus hotline miami foie gras gold the space between spaces by octopigonal the space between spaces by octopigonal 8968 987 31 tracks instrumental anti-anxiety sleep piano anxiety gold don't bother by goreadult don't bother by goreadult 2810 361 13 tracks codependency abuse personal ptsd gold damaged; a writing mix. by daryldixons damaged; a writing mix. by daryldixons 5770 247 17 tracks instrumental writing abuse dark sad gold repetition by goreadult repetition by goreadult 2443 277 9 tracks ptsd abuse mental illness akfdg;ljfadfkdls im in fukcin ghell gold no more pirates by lynsbit no more pirates by lynsbit 2419 294 9 tracks child abuse abuse physical abuse trauma gold maybe im no good inside by ghostyawn maybe im no good inside by ghostyawn 2395 267 13 tracks abuse emotional abuse anxiety memories personal gold flesh&blood by vvasteyrself flesh&blood by vvasteyrself 2114 218 11 tracks thsi is gross codependency abusive relationship abuse gold I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood NSFW I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood 1560 204 8 tracks abuse sexual abuse flatsound Teenage Delinquent by good kid Teenage Delinquent by good kid 624 75 19 tracks violent impulses american horror story heathers borderline psychopath WHAT IS INSIDE OF ME ??? ? ? by nightvalve WHAT IS INSIDE OF ME ??? ? ? by nightvalve 82 6 11 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder bpd feels vent abuse gold Don't Let Me Drown by SpooktacularEm Don't Let Me Drown by SpooktacularEm 1198 107 10 tracks losing control stiles stilinski teen wolf depression anger gem mindless by harrowing mindless by harrowing 1241 87 13 tracks the winter soldier captain america self hate tool bucky barnes gold My body is a cage by divinedog My body is a cage by divinedog 1627 194 19 tracks self hate eating disorder depression dysphoria abuse gold self hate is fun! by glue-for-brains self hate is fun! by glue-for-brains 3473 371 10 tracks self hate up beat depression suicide BEAT ME TO A PULP by Popees BEAT ME TO A PULP by Popees 497 37 8 tracks abuse self hate paranoia suicidal white ring gold still managed to fuck it up by nopuds NSFW still managed to fuck it up by nopuds 2711 287 11 tracks self hate sad songs fucking shit up fuck gold I'm fine by ayanaamis I'm fine by ayanaamis 2735 289 12 tracks depression self hate self harm alternative indie crash and burn by kinfeel crash and burn by kinfeel 226 21 12 tracks mental illness self hate gold im so sorry by marxxism im so sorry by marxxism 1680 225 8 tracks self hate self destruction dysphoria brainweird gold you said he got his teeth fixed? by pansyseed you said he got his teeth fixed? by pansyseed 4582 409 10 tracks brainweird mental illness negative self hate gold whose memories are these? by goreadult whose memories are these? by goreadult 4361 578 10 tracks dissociation unreality mental illness brainweird gold you are (not) alone by covidnineteen you are (not) alone by covidnineteen 2532 333 16 tracks dissociation schizophrenia psychosis mental illness neurodivergent gold i exist... oh well... by transgeiszler i exist... oh well... by transgeiszler 4263 526 8 tracks ugh dissociation emotional abuse depression gold it couldn't be a dream by boyjam it couldn't be a dream by boyjam 1030 191 19 tracks unreality psychosis dissociation dreaming coraline gold I feel like a wandering soul with no place in this world by fubuking I feel like a wandering soul with no place in this world by fubuking 2244 210 8 tracks schizoaffective schizophrenia depression mental illness dissociation gold when am i by Tengil when am i by Tengil 857 170 8 tracks derealization depersonalization mental illness dissociation vaporwave gold i'll stay quiet by camdacam i'll stay quiet by camdacam 758 138 13 tracks social anxiety anxiety self hate twenty one pilots mental illness i died for you one time but never again by HITMAN BOYFRIEND i died for you one time but never again by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 537 86 10 tracks trans transgender abuse parents mental illness gold chill out kid by attackbonus chill out kid by attackbonus 957 124 9 tracks personal mix anxiety depression mental illness brainweird gold DON'T TELL ME THAT HURTS WORSE THAN A BROKEN BONE by HITMAN BOYFRIEND DON'T TELL ME THAT HURTS WORSE THAN A BROKEN BONE by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 1290 280 10 tracks trans transgender ftm dysphoria mental illness gem its us or them by diolis its us or them by diolis 424 95 20 tracks danny phantom bpd identity crisis hero complex kin gold I AM JUST A FREAK by HITMAN BOYFRIEND I AM JUST A FREAK by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 878 149 10 tracks bpd mental illness intrusive thoughts violent impulses violent urges gold watch ur back by rileyplier watch ur back by rileyplier 1925 274 15 tracks brainweird anxiety bpd emotional abuse neurodivergent gold everything you say hurts me by HITMAN BOYFRIEND everything you say hurts me by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 1289 177 10 tracks bpd anger abuse abusive relationship dependency gold sick fuck by psilosilas NSFW sick fuck by psilosilas 1527 133 15 tracks yandere sick love toxic love obsession gold just being is the hardest part. by Pheister just being is the hardest part. by Pheister 1017 119 11 tracks mental illness bpd depression anxiety ocd gold //self-destructive anthems// by tulipkid //self-destructive anthems// by tulipkid 827 111 18 tracks bpd actuallyborderline brainweird mental illness gold okay by marxxism okay by marxxism 1443 173 14 tracks mental illness depression spoken word gold WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! by EddieGluskin WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! by EddieGluskin 2079 359 9 tracks manic brainweird bpd pop upbeat fast music gold Are you pure now? by stardrinker Are you pure now? by stardrinker 1401 180 10 tracks off (game) the batter off game psychosis bpd gold borderline by mlkemunroe borderline by mlkemunroe 1229 163 16 tracks bpd bpd feels actuallyborderline gold 3AM by thelastfirstchoice 3AM by thelastfirstchoice 3383 286 19 tracks depression sad night bpd self harm last words by splicers last words by splicers 442 60 10 tracks personal brainweird bpd is it a mix or an autobiography.. who knows gold n̸̰̖͕̩̜͈ͭͦ̏̾̋͡o͚͍ͫ̊̓͆̃ͫͧͣ́ by katzuragi n̸̰̖͕̩̜͈ͭͦ̏̾̋͡o͚͍ͫ̊̓͆̃ͫͧͣ́ by katzuragi 1136 178 10 tracks anxiety personal dissociation gold wolfing out by salem666 wolfing out by salem666 1029 114 13 tracks mental illness psychosis gender bpd uuuuuuh gold impulse control by stardrinker impulse control by stardrinker 1537 217 11 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder violent impulses impulse impulse control gold my manic and i by karpathy my manic and i by karpathy 1822 238 9 tracks bpd brainweird psychosis schizotypal gold Borderline Personality Disaster by fleshprison Borderline Personality Disaster by fleshprison 3337 387 15 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder negative mental illness gold my body is made of diamond, sacred and strong by messier17 my body is made of diamond, sacred and strong by messier17 1323 178 11 tracks psychosis bpd borderline personality disorder mental illness brainweird gold ⒹⓎⓈⓉⓄⓅⒾⒶ by Asteriia ⒹⓎⓈⓉⓄⓅⒾⒶ by Asteriia 1940 219 18 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder upbeat personal I'm so borderline it hurts by Sparkly Trash I'm so borderline it hurts by Sparkly Trash 177 18 9 tracks bpd bpd feels borderline brain weird ☆this time i might just disappear☆ by lorddominator ☆this time i might just disappear☆ by lorddominator 1406 97 10 tracks depression bpd anxiety mental illness self hate gold nothing but white noise | a bpd playlist by ArinnaBlack nothing but white noise | a bpd playlist by ArinnaBlack 1202 162 15 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder mental illness alternative rock alternative pop gold the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap by tulipkid the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap by tulipkid 2115 297 10 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder sad mental illness gold ❤☆❤ by imverygay ❤☆❤ by imverygay 1203 144 14 tracks guro death suicide bpd cluster b Fuck. by rigunk Fuck. by rigunk 370 26 10 tracks mental illness venting angsty idk bpd gold another night of being bombed by corrosionpit another night of being bombed by corrosionpit 1547 141 9 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder mentall illness gold ♥don't leave me, by ponywiki ♥don't leave me, by ponywiki 1809 219 9 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder mental illness mood swings psychosis [ tragedy ] by oresamashoujo [ tragedy ] by oresamashoujo 414 62 59 tracks angst bpd mix yourself destroy me gold DID I STUTTER DID I STAMMER by goreadult NSFW DID I STUTTER DID I STAMMER by goreadult 3309 372 10 tracks violence npd bpd rap gold i do things that i don't really mean by malkavians i do things that i don't really mean by malkavians 2901 333 9 tracks bpd brainweird borderline personality disorder mental illness the mountain goats gold i don't f@#king care by goreadult i don't f@#king care by goreadult 3428 418 9 tracks bpd depression udghkakg my brain i s dea d byee gold wicked. by nyazawa NSFW wicked. by nyazawa 2810 418 18 tracks panic attacks negative vent bpd personal gold SO YOU THINK YOURE HOT SHIT by corpsecrunch NSFW SO YOU THINK YOURE HOT SHIT by corpsecrunch 1537 125 12 tracks bpd i hate myself gold i'm not the kind of sick that you can fix by newport100s i'm not the kind of sick that you can fix by newport100s 3334 404 16 tracks brainweird bpd dissociation anxiety mental illness gold !!!!ああああああああああああ!!!! by disappearance !!!!ああああああああああああ!!!! by disappearance 1394 167 9 tracks mania paranoia mental illness bipolar ??igues