"And then I found out how hard it is to really change... even hell can get comfy once you've settled in. I just wanted the numb inside me to leave. No matter how fucked you get, it's always there when you come back down. The funny thing is, all I ever wanted, I already had. There's glimpses of heaven in every day in the friends that I have, the music I make, the love that I feel...I just had to start again."

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