Lived in this hell for far to long, no more running, but faceing my fear head on and the end is still, BUT CHANGE IS AHEAD

everything is blurry only bexause i took my contacts out... gotta order spme new ones then i may be able to see clearer

have to live through this and at the end of this transition u can be with your someone special :-)

want to jump in a piddle of mud and become a swamp thing....a feeling i am comfortable with. no one can take it all away......