When sukkamieli Length 554 playlists Updated January 09, 2021 playlists featuring sad, depression, and indie music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete you fucking ruined me. by whimsicalMedley you fucking ruined me. by whimsicalMedley 180 49 9 tracks abuse emotional abuse trauma depression mental illness remember who i was? by offyours remember who i was? by offyours 11 3 8 tracks mental illness depression vent the neighbourhood gold I'm So Afraid To Be Lonely by gpbjsrthjburtj I'm So Afraid To Be Lonely by gpbjsrthjburtj 1546 169 14 tracks upbeat indie indie pop chill study gold dance with me 'til there's nothing left of you at all by bellawolf dance with me 'til there's nothing left of you at all by bellawolf 535 126 12 tracks sad lonely depression female vocalists sad songs no rest for the weary by Hroki no rest for the weary by Hroki 430 59 8 tracks sad depression lonely cry breakup This room's gonna be my grave, and there is no one who can save me by fubuking NSFW This room's gonna be my grave, and there is no one who can save me by fubuking 22 10 10 tracks schizophrenia borderline personality disorder mental illness bpd i wanted so much to be at rest by fissure i wanted so much to be at rest by fissure 56 10 8 tracks mental illness depression cause most days are bad days by baby.soph cause most days are bad days by baby.soph 131 4 9 tracks sad depressed sleep slow melancholy a year from now we'll all be gone by deepuniverse a year from now we'll all be gone by deepuniverse 130 20 37 tracks alternative sad indie study soon i will end up biting off my own head by fissure soon i will end up biting off my own head by fissure 626 80 20 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder mental illness Serene Suicide by Pastel Weeaboo NSFW Serene Suicide by Pastel Weeaboo 241 47 10 tracks brainweird trauma child abuse suicide HEAVY HEARTED by clintywinty HEAVY HEARTED by clintywinty 297 42 10 tracks sleep sad soft depression indie gold oh lazarus- by biblicalbadluck oh lazarus- by biblicalbadluck 4098 510 8 tracks southern gothic werewolves werewolf LONELY LONELY by infinitenergy LONELY LONELY by infinitenergy 129 37 11 tracks avpd psychosis trauma ❝ trauma & nostalgia are sisters; by kuriyama ❝ trauma & nostalgia are sisters; by kuriyama 204 32 8 tracks personal abuse trauma mental illness these songs are really vague in meaning ngl gold everything a parent fears by kayleebird everything a parent fears by kayleebird 545 186 17 tracks trauma homophobia self harm depression anxiety gem OH MY GOD YOU'RE CRYING AGAIN !!!!! by vampyrite OH MY GOD YOU'RE CRYING AGAIN !!!!! by vampyrite 158 59 13 tracks vent anger vocaloid hate violent impulses they say it's genetic by Gabgurl they say it's genetic by Gabgurl 357 63 25 tracks depression bpd mental illness gay angry wake by bar of soap wake by bar of soap 280 38 8 tracks dissociation bpd dpd suicidal depression gem File my teeth so I won't bite the hand that feeds me by AltarGuts NSFW File my teeth so I won't bite the hand that feeds me by AltarGuts 151 39 11 tracks vent bpd psychosis gem sad boy by playerpin sad boy by playerpin 255 92 19 tracks bpd dpd depression anxiety I'm McFreaking Losing It by beth ann.c I'm McFreaking Losing It by beth ann.c 110 23 37 tracks bpd mental illness a mess brain weird help me that's why you hurt others by Bergmite that's why you hurt others by Bergmite 59 21 11 tracks nsfw bpd friend mix favorite person hypersexual a̛̹̞̗͉m̪̪̯̩̝ ̱̗̩̫̻i̞͈̙ ̸̞̥͍̰s̶̹͈̪̥̭̣c̩̱̠a̶̟r̟y͏͎͙͙̦̤̫̙?̞͡ by quietghst a̛̹̞̗͉m̪̪̯̩̝ ̱̗̩̫̻i̞͈̙ ̸̞̥͍̰s̶̹͈̪̥̭̣c̩̱̠a̶̟r̟y͏͎͙͙̦̤̫̙?̞͡ by quietghst 249 29 8 tracks neku ネク yandere-ish guro violent electronic im fucking overwhelmed by lordcardigan im fucking overwhelmed by lordcardigan 65 6 8 tracks alienation anxiety sweating crying puking gem GODDAMN THESE VAMPIRES by punkabed GODDAMN THESE VAMPIRES by punkabed 433 74 8 tracks trauma abuse tmg john darnielle and you, friend i loved, how foreign your face is to me by cubanlolita and you, friend i loved, how foreign your face is to me by cubanlolita 27 3 10 tracks who are you confused numb ignored hurts I hate everyone by liliguillotine I hate everyone by liliguillotine 1 1 8 tracks anger alienation party time crashing to the ground like eyyy lmao by bearkid crashing to the ground like eyyy lmao by bearkid 618 94 7 tracks emotional abuse schizoaffective brainweird exit plans (when you're feeling bold) by actioncat exit plans (when you're feeling bold) by actioncat 304 60 10 tracks child abuse emotional abuse gold im not home by hyungwonho im not home by hyungwonho 820 112 10 tracks mental illness dissociation lo-fi gold WHO DID THIS TO ME by pariahdaisy WHO DID THIS TO ME by pariahdaisy 1412 146 11 tracks ptsd trauma mental illness brainweird hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahhahahahahahaaa gem youre the reason that i cant breathe by bpdvincent youre the reason that i cant breathe by bpdvincent 171 53 8 tracks csa abuse sexual abuse child sexual abuse child abuse gem ɴᴏ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʜᴇʟʟ by cherubical ɴᴏ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʜᴇʟʟ by cherubical 138 56 19 tracks csa abuse trauma im such a baby and i hate it ptsd whose body does this belong to? by wrathfulPrince whose body does this belong to? by wrathfulPrince 59 14 20 tracks ptsd child abuse trauma csa depression they want you at your worst by twointangibles they want you at your worst by twointangibles 186 31 19 tracks trauma dissociative identity disorder abuse child abuse csa gem angels cannot reach me by fnv angels cannot reach me by fnv 289 86 15 tracks ptsd child abuse coping trauma personal i remember what he did by bedroomfan i remember what he did by bedroomfan 296 57 19 tracks trauma rape csa ptsd platinum Vincent by melodycalled Vincent by melodycalled 11617 2220 21 tracks vincent van gogh indie art sadness who even am i anymore by assdisaster who even am i anymore by assdisaster 994 94 12 tracks mental illness borderline personality disorder dissascioation bpd angst i saw my reflection in the water & she told me i'm not real by get well card i saw my reflection in the water & she told me i'm not real by get well card 77 14 9 tracks memory loss underwater mist Neuroatypical by boyfricker Neuroatypical by boyfricker 330 59 20 tracks autism depression neuroatypical gem dance dance by lizard11037 dance dance by lizard11037 301 65 12 tracks vocaloid mental illness bpd dissociation gold update: i still want to die by idksmile update: i still want to die by idksmile 4602 399 8 tracks suicide depression sigh sad self harm gem I Want To Be Loved by pomegrantaire I Want To Be Loved by pomegrantaire 224 73 11 tracks osomatsu-san karamatsu karamatsu matsuno || tu sais que je n'aime pas ma réalité || by uwunu || tu sais que je n'aime pas ma réalité || by uwunu 90 20 9 tracks the jungle giants mother mother metric karamatsu osomatsu-san An S.O.S from the universe by sunflower.sapphic An S.O.S from the universe by sunflower.sapphic 37 8 10 tracks depersonalization derealization sad emotional sos The Girl Who Wasn't There by StarkSnark The Girl Who Wasn't There by StarkSnark 254 34 13 tracks dissociation mental illness ghost trans dpd gold GENDERVIBES by villainpositivity GENDERVIBES by villainpositivity 2302 311 10 tracks gender dissociation brainweird trans non binary abnormal by leaders abnormal by leaders 92 21 9 tracks psychosis dissociation paranoia mental illness delusions platinum [ l o s t ] by doggut [ l o s t ] by doggut 5041 1146 11 tracks mental illness sad sleep dissociation dysphoria quetiapine, 400mg by rednailmoon quetiapine, 400mg by rednailmoon 35 16 12 tracks psychosis schizophrenia depression mental illness dissociation gold everything is so much by katie-katebishop everything is so much by katie-katebishop 860 168 9 tracks brainweird anxiety dissociation i'm thriving i'm doing great drifting in the wind by Seraphymnal drifting in the wind by Seraphymnal 57 4 8 tracks brainweird dissociation chill gold Who am I? Who is doing this? Is that me? by Solivagants Who am I? Who is doing this? Is that me? by Solivagants 1129 154 8 tracks depersonalization anxiety mental illness schizoid personal I've Lost Who I Am by Kisharu I've Lost Who I Am by Kisharu 513 77 16 tracks lance voltron sad songs depression langst Bleed Out by Seraphymnal Bleed Out by Seraphymnal 31 5 8 tracks depression lonliness pain brainwierd self harm Goodbye by Dhamley12 Goodbye by Dhamley12 254 38 17 tracks heartbreak indie love sad depressed gem o fuck by antiseptic o fuck by antiseptic 221 59 11 tracks transgender ftm dysphoria depression trans falling down in the air by echosecho falling down in the air by echosecho 628 97 8 tracks indie sad depressed relaxed dream gem [ cry about it ] by bibbleboo [ cry about it ] by bibbleboo 94 23 11 tracks sad vent depression dark angst 私を虐待 [abuse me] by uncannyrequiem 私を虐待 [abuse me] by uncannyrequiem 16 7 15 tracks masochist abuse depression onesided love please kill me 1-800-273-8255 by xdorKusmaxIMusx 1-800-273-8255 by xdorKusmaxIMusx 65 8 12 tracks addiction anxiety depression mental illness survive maggots will eat us all when we're dead and gone. by xenophied maggots will eat us all when we're dead and gone. by xenophied 596 78 8 tracks depressed hopeless tired emotional exhaustion joji please don't hate me, i'm trying by fuyunii NSFW please don't hate me, i'm trying by fuyunii 62 16 9 tracks karamatsu karamatsu matsuno osomatsu-san angst depressed gold Þ Ä Ṛ Ắ N Φ I δ by blendy Þ Ä Ṛ Ắ N Φ I δ by blendy 1161 166 12 tracks paranoia paranoid paranoid schizo schizophrenia I Won't Rest While You Break My Will by atthebottomofahill I Won't Rest While You Break My Will by atthebottomofahill 90 17 8 tracks morty smith rick and morty abuse child abuse evil morty B A D BLOOD by glitchcore B A D BLOOD by glitchcore 532 68 12 tracks psychosis abuse sexual abuse gaslighting personal gem Feelings are just visitors, let them come and go. by Gxth_Kītty Feelings are just visitors, let them come and go. by Gxth_Kītty 244 57 14 tracks love heartbreak breakup post hardcore experimental rock gold why am i alive by frightened why am i alive by frightened 2215 258 11 tracks mental illness depression anxiety neurodivergent mentally ill \\ comfortable discomfort // by pariahdaisy \\ comfortable discomfort // by pariahdaisy 242 22 9 tracks mental illness depression discomfort alternative gold I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood NSFW I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood 1560 204 8 tracks abuse sexual abuse flatsound gold im not good with words and existence by spacedrool im not good with words and existence by spacedrool 836 104 12 tracks brainweird mental illness drdp paranoia schizotypal personality disorder gold would you kick me in the face please by ghostcult would you kick me in the face please by ghostcult 975 163 15 tracks depression anxiety mental illness bad brain by glitchedwitch bad brain by glitchedwitch 169 10 15 tracks personal mood disorder mental illness floorboard worlds by swamps floorboard worlds by swamps 522 25 9 tracks bpd sad and gay 90s childhood gold the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap by tulipkid the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap by tulipkid 2115 297 10 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder sad mental illness gold unreal, by safebunker unreal, by safebunker 2481 324 19 tracks brainweird dissociation depersonalization gold i taste of sludge and charcoal by plant kid i taste of sludge and charcoal by plant kid 1736 136 14 tracks sick depression mental illness sad personal gold i know i cant let go by HellHoundBreath i know i cant let go by HellHoundBreath 874 103 11 tracks abuse child abuse sexual abuse trauma recovery ~✿~ tell those demons to fuck off ~✿~ by beth ann.c ~✿~ tell those demons to fuck off ~✿~ by beth ann.c 507 50 11 tracks suicide comfort depression you're not alone self hate gold everything is blue by hvrricanes everything is blue by hvrricanes 3067 168 9 tracks halsey alternative sad lanadelrey late night self-loathing by flyingstaplers late night self-loathing by flyingstaplers 22 4 8 tracks shoegaze ambient late night dark sad VOID by fnv NSFW VOID by fnv 412 78 10 tracks coping personal negative dark trauma don't go, darling by mothkid don't go, darling by mothkid 495 58 14 tracks low fi soft heartbreak breakup folk punk gem ※ all my grace by cavernbugs ※ all my grace by cavernbugs 435 90 10 tracks dissociation repetitive mental illness atmosphere change by irlmob change by irlmob 439 77 8 tracks mob psycho 100 kageyama shigeo mob gem disparition by AltarGuts disparition by AltarGuts 185 62 9 tracks dissociation depersonalization dpdr apathy Dark Places by schwkie Dark Places by schwkie 95 8 8 tracks ud josh josh washington mental illness until dawn gold don't mourn me honey I've been dead for years by octopigonal don't mourn me honey I've been dead for years by octopigonal 970 108 20 tracks instrumental study anime chill depression gem beautiful sadness by dinotsukki beautiful sadness by dinotsukki 260 71 37 tracks lance lance (voltron) voltron angst sad overwhelmed 唐松 by 6abygirl overwhelmed 唐松 by 6abygirl 67 14 12 tracks indie karamatsu alternative/indie chill osomatsu-san dead and cold by beyond_vindicta dead and cold by beyond_vindicta 518 79 8 tracks death sadness loss depression suicide gem Don't wanna live in fear and loathing by fubuking Don't wanna live in fear and loathing by fubuking 194 55 10 tracks mental illness dissociation depression paranoia schizoaffective ill get over it by spaghettieddie ill get over it by spaghettieddie 154 49 13 tracks obsession bpd splitting paranoia unrequited love gold i woke up with tears in my eyes by floaromatown i woke up with tears in my eyes by floaromatown 1258 159 8 tracks yume nikki rpg I Can't Tell If This Is Real by Caffeine_ I Can't Tell If This Is Real by Caffeine_ 44 14 9 tracks yume nikki madotsuki video games rpg ▀▄▀ no more dreaming— by Welwitschia ▀▄▀ no more dreaming— by Welwitschia 101 26 10 tracks yume nikki madotsuki rpg horror horror melancholy gem a demon by evermillion a demon by evermillion 26 14 9 tracks yume nikki madotsuki id kin bpd