My Head's Upset TheDiathylMembrane Length 127 playlists Updated April 09, 2019 playlists featuring mental illness, brainweird, and derealization music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete gold Songs For A Lonely Stoner by arthoess NSFW Songs For A Lonely Stoner by arthoess 2637 239 9 tracks stoned lonely lonely stoner high munchies more more more!! by Pumpkin-Spice NSFW more more more!! by Pumpkin-Spice 137 31 13 tracks hypersexual bpd impulses lmao fuck this gem pursuing death like a deranged lover by victimized pursuing death like a deranged lover by victimized 177 45 10 tracks mental illness psychosis self deprecation this is a mental illness playlist masochism gold ?!?!? by pariahdaisy ?!?!? by pariahdaisy 4705 617 13 tracks mental illness for that feeling in the back of your head telling you the world is going to fall apart even if it feels solid under your feet brainweird gold soft spoken by 7ov soft spoken by 7ov 635 145 9 tracks sad depression soft anxiety some of these songs are probably rly common im sorry gold Float by Rosae Float by Rosae 1321 157 16 tracks dissociation depersonalization derealization brainweird sweet tunes harshest ☹ light by matoikun harshest ☹ light by matoikun 82 16 9 tracks ocd dermatillomania mental illness body dysmorphic disorder dissociation gold do they even like you? by bipperpines do they even like you? by bipperpines 2013 302 10 tracks adhd anxiety gender dysphoria depression personal gold AND ITS AWFUL, AWFUL, AWFUL by creamatoriums NSFW AND ITS AWFUL, AWFUL, AWFUL by creamatoriums 405 126 10 tracks personal brainweird negative morty smith mental illness gold how s̨͙̝̦̻͍̜͉̕t͎r̴̦̞̗͉;̢̤͚͢ą̴̱͉̩͓̙n̷̬͚̙̟͎̥̘̙͝͡.̺̰͙͙̖͍͔̕͜ͅͅg̸̶͔͚͔̥̲̬e҉͇͍̳̕͠ by goreadult how s̨͙̝̦̻͍̜͉̕t͎r̴̦̞̗͉;̢̤͚͢ą̴̱͉̩͓̙n̷̬͚̙̟͎̥̘̙͝͡.̺̰͙͙̖͍͔̕͜ͅͅg̸̶͔͚͔̥̲̬e҉͇͍̳̕͠ by goreadult 2234 338 8 tracks derealization hallucinations brainweird mental illness //./././///.//./ by pompompompurin //./././///.//./ by pompompompurin 561 85 8 tracks dissociation woooooo Who Am I Really? by Traumaturgy Who Am I Really? by Traumaturgy 400 50 11 tracks bpd identity crisis borderline borderline personality disorder confusion gold i'm not saying i'm a mess by kafkaes i'm not saying i'm a mess by kafkaes 938 138 8 tracks bpd depression mental illness disassociation crashing to the ground like eyyy lmao by bearkid crashing to the ground like eyyy lmao by bearkid 618 94 7 tracks emotional abuse schizoaffective brainweird 【i dont recognize myself】 by cavernbugs 【i dont recognize myself】 by cavernbugs 330 49 9 tracks dissociation brainweird unreality ddnos mental illness it's fine my guy by FollyMae it's fine my guy by FollyMae 245 59 18 tracks okkervil river car seat headrest sufjan stevens basically a lot of feelings alternative existence.... is tricky by transgeiszler existence.... is tricky by transgeiszler 521 59 8 tracks dissociation unreality no squealing by smallspacekid no squealing by smallspacekid 88 12 22 tracks paranoia there's some spooky shit just a heads up this is a mess im sorry gold shit by corpsebf shit by corpsebf 798 119 11 tracks bpd borderline mentally ill brainweird gold I don't feel right by rostova I don't feel right by rostova 413 111 8 tracks brainweird depression dissociation mental illness self hate gem pretty fucked up by velvetgrl pretty fucked up by velvetgrl 156 49 8 tracks unreality brainweird mental illness bpd mood swings gold Adolescent Treatment Program by vomitingdog Adolescent Treatment Program by vomitingdog 1490 376 9 tracks brainweird mental illness csa abuse bpd idle by ovrwatch idle by ovrwatch 158 43 11 tracks this isnt abt anyone who could see this abuse emotional abuse hurt parental abuse gold everything a parent fears by kayleebird everything a parent fears by kayleebird 545 187 17 tracks trauma homophobia self harm depression anxiety Dead Like my Future by PhantasmagoriaKnight Dead Like my Future by PhantasmagoriaKnight 133 16 10 tracks zombie vampire ghost dead ☸☸☸☸☸☸☸☸ by victimized ☸☸☸☸☸☸☸☸ by victimized 465 70 12 tracks dreamy delusions psychosis vocaloid tfw ur psychotic and you know this world's a lie because the other ones are so much better gem Those Vocaloid Brainweird Feels by intergalacticplanetary Those Vocaloid Brainweird Feels by intergalacticplanetary 327 58 15 tracks pseriouslypsychosis borderline personality disorder histrionic personality disorder narcissistic personality disorder antisocial personality disorder gold ✥ TRY AGAIN ✥ by nyapsta ✥ TRY AGAIN ✥ by nyapsta 733 168 9 tracks glitch i feel terrible ambient charge yr batteries by saturnbot charge yr batteries by saturnbot 623 85 15 tracks robots angst electronic robotkin gold my body is made of diamond, sacred and strong by messier17 my body is made of diamond, sacred and strong by messier17 1323 178 11 tracks psychosis bpd borderline personality disorder mental illness brainweird Fever Dreams by Breed To Death Fever Dreams by Breed To Death 634 75 8 tracks creepy dreamlike surreal nightmares dissociative gold fucking hell by yokoni fucking hell by yokoni 992 185 14 tracks psychosis violent urges bpd abuse npd gold all my friends are heathens by laneboyss all my friends are heathens by laneboyss 629 189 12 tracks violence gore bpd violent impulses borderline gold I'm What The Kids Call Fucked Up by LordSquidge I'm What The Kids Call Fucked Up by LordSquidge 882 181 12 tracks bpd bpd feels borderline personality disorder mental illness mother mother there is comfort at the bottom of a swimming pool by stardib there is comfort at the bottom of a swimming pool by stardib 490 54 9 tracks bpd depression drdp brainweird angsty you got cooI by stardib you got cooI by stardib 41 4 11 tracks brainweird bpd personal mental illness introspection gold SICK by malpense SICK by malpense 280 145 12 tracks manic bipolar bpd mental illness certain comforts, certain fears by victimized certain comforts, certain fears by victimized 180 47 9 tracks mental illness idk what this is supposed to be the pitstop between mania and depression creepy at the end at least but what if by doq but what if by doq 291 62 11 tracks avpd paranoia illness abuse emotional abuse gold update: i still want to die by idksmile update: i still want to die by idksmile 4602 399 8 tracks suicide depression sigh sad self harm gold bad bad bad by fringish bad bad bad by fringish 1088 119 10 tracks mental illness depression personal heavy shit it sounds pretty much like every other mix about depression tho gold self hate is fun! by glue-for-brains self hate is fun! by glue-for-brains 3473 371 10 tracks self hate up beat depression suicide .:уσυмαуησтяєѕтησω:. by PinkuPurinsu .:уσυмαуησтяєѕтησω:. by PinkuPurinsu 376 42 11 tracks personal depression did abuse mental abuse gold shitty feelings by plant kid NSFW shitty feelings by plant kid 2743 375 30 tracks mental health negative suicidal sad self hatred gold you can't even love yourself by epiczinnia you can't even love yourself by epiczinnia 2299 310 19 tracks personal self loathing violence unhealthy personalities negative gold A Grandoise Delusion by doctorsaxon A Grandoise Delusion by doctorsaxon 936 149 29 tracks demonkin otherkin monsterkin horrorkin gold whose memories are these? by goreadult whose memories are these? by goreadult 4361 578 10 tracks dissociation unreality mental illness brainweird DANGER by Kitbit DANGER by Kitbit 106 28 23 tracks murder manic brainweird anxiety bpd gold fuck by goreadult fuck by goreadult 2423 263 9 tracks rick sanchez rick and morty depression : -) im in hell gold impulse control by stardrinker impulse control by stardrinker 1537 217 11 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder violent impulses impulse impulse control gold I feel like I'm disappearing ☠ by loudbagheera I feel like I'm disappearing ☠ by loudbagheera 2500 222 15 tracks eating disorder sad bulimia anorexia self harm gold another night of being bombed by corrosionpit another night of being bombed by corrosionpit 1547 141 9 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder mentall illness gold i`m not who i am by ghostcult i`m not who i am by ghostcult 871 184 11 tracks unreality dissociation brainweird derealization gold i really dont care by ayaneo NSFW i really dont care by ayaneo 2501 263 9 tracks schizoid mental illness haha this is lame personal gold the power of words. by woahsara the power of words. by woahsara 4242 150 14 tracks spoken word poetry calm sad slam poetry gold I don't know if I can make it anymore by emo-knox I don't know if I can make it anymore by emo-knox 5097 469 57 tracks sad spoken word poem spoken depressed carry on by jaslynsc carry on by jaslynsc 156 30 12 tracks recovery mental illness depression ocd self help everything's fine by rphelper everything's fine by rphelper 729 67 8 tracks obsession ocd obsessive compulsive indie rock indie gold system malfunction by shape shift system malfunction by shape shift 1526 201 33 tracks bpd aspd ocd psychosis brainweird Cyclical ↺ by mothmouth Cyclical ↺ by mothmouth 185 41 8 tracks actuallyocd ocd anxiety paranoia Homicide or Suicide: Either Works by pyromantix Homicide or Suicide: Either Works by pyromantix 647 28 10 tracks done stress relief alternative chill power through gold nowhere to go by goreadult nowhere to go by goreadult 1184 163 9 tracks mental illness depression ptsd im havving a great time gold i don't f@#king care by goreadult i don't f@#king care by goreadult 3428 418 9 tracks bpd depression udghkakg my brain i s dea d byee gold YOU WERE A GOD △ by HITMAN BOYFRIEND NSFW YOU WERE A GOD △ by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 2863 368 12 tracks mental illness bpd ocd anxiety depression your heart is as cold as a dog's nose by divineartes your heart is as cold as a dog's nose by divineartes 514 56 8 tracks abuse emotional abuse sexual abuse gold okay by marxxism okay by marxxism 1443 173 14 tracks mental illness depression spoken word gold ⒹⓎⓈⓉⓄⓅⒾⒶ by Asteriia ⒹⓎⓈⓉⓄⓅⒾⒶ by Asteriia 1940 219 18 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder upbeat personal - TRANS BOY BLOOD - by nochillnoah - TRANS BOY BLOOD - by nochillnoah 347 56 15 tracks ftm trans dysphoria angst indie ASDFGHJKLQW by EddieGluskin NSFW ASDFGHJKLQW by EddieGluskin 508 66 11 tracks brainweird suicide ptsd stress kms gold BAD★HABITS by Asteriia BAD★HABITS by Asteriia 1446 139 12 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder gold How dead do you feel? Dead by mlked How dead do you feel? Dead by mlked 2199 413 8 tracks i feel like shit the worst playlist ever anxiety gold glitch///human error by golmorejungle glitch///human error by golmorejungle 3337 556 10 tracks transhumanism transhuman cyborgs androids Neg Content by ciphvr Neg Content by ciphvr 28 6 13 tracks mental health bpd stpd vague hints of dysphoria/depression but more focus on the pds than anything HEAD COLD by faerret HEAD COLD by faerret 48 8 8 tracks sad sick personal messy playlist the music is all over the place mentally ill gold oozing mud by traumatique oozing mud by traumatique 2364 210 10 tracks brainweird schizoaffective mental illness nonhuman psychosis #brain tag by hxdes #brain tag by hxdes 1027 98 11 tracks mental illness avpd bpd bipolar disorder psychosis Wolf Who Cried Boy by HaPi Wolf Who Cried Boy by HaPi 829 71 13 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder brainweird sad indie starving // by tinyhales starving // by tinyhales 637 49 8 tracks anorexia bulimia eating disorder recovery theres nothing better than self-defeat by lycanns theres nothing better than self-defeat by lycanns 302 47 14 tracks avpd avoidant personality disorder social anxiety gold it's nothing that i care to hear by frøya it's nothing that i care to hear by frøya 1280 131 17 tracks trauma abuse child abuse mental illness gold what did i ever do to you by usahana what did i ever do to you by usahana 1512 174 10 tracks abuse emotional abuse physical abuse personal sexual abuse gold - Paralyzed - by DeliriumTremens - Paralyzed - by DeliriumTremens 612 108 12 tracks abuse trauma ptsd childhood csa gold i dont know who i am by sanster i dont know who i am by sanster 1650 216 8 tracks trauma depression brainweird schizotypal gem Fuck it, Keep on Drowning by flyspies NSFW Fuck it, Keep on Drowning by flyspies 180 45 12 tracks trauma dissociation welcome to hell! welcome to hell! by erej welcome to hell! welcome to hell! by erej 36 7 11 tracks abuse trauma ptsd i'm suffering mine gold i taste of sludge and charcoal by plant kid i taste of sludge and charcoal by plant kid 1736 136 14 tracks sick depression mental illness sad personal gold wait by stardrinker wait by stardrinker 1069 141 14 tracks bpd paranoia paranoid psychosis brainweird platinum dancing on the borderline by lyssajulia17 dancing on the borderline by lyssajulia17 7287 1169 18 tracks bpd mental illness manic depression alternative gold i dont feel well by milkys i dont feel well by milkys 2677 551 9 tracks personal self harm mental illness vent bpd gold ✂ i wake up and im afraid ❤ by zigzagoon ✂ i wake up and im afraid ❤ by zigzagoon 7018 741 9 tracks sad personal mix break up feeling down a mix for when youre feeling down and wanna stay down gold apathy by kamukuraizurus apathy by kamukuraizurus 2071 287 13 tracks i dont care what tags do i use for this ok gold disgusting child by pompompompurin disgusting child by pompompompurin 1020 173 9 tracks . .. hollow by reksai hollow by reksai 464 58 13 tracks bpd depression bipolar personal gold creepy songs with upbeat music by sleepyfoxen creepy songs with upbeat music by sleepyfoxen 1588 192 21 tracks creepy upbeat murder death happy gold Ĝ͇̘̤͇̳͖̈̑ͮ̇ͩL̘̩̥̖̝̞͈̑́͌̇͑Ï̗̫̫̹͍̭̣͙͐Ṯ̬̗̥ͦͣͧ̈́ͨ̀͐̒̈C̤͍̰̠̮̙̺̐̏̔̇͒͛͐H͔̱͙͚̝̜̀ͅ by araoop Ĝ͇̘̤͇̳͖̈̑ͮ̇ͩL̘̩̥̖̝̞͈̑́͌̇͑Ï̗̫̫̹͍̭̣͙͐Ṯ̬̗̥ͦͣͧ̈́ͨ̀͐̒̈C̤͍̰̠̮̙̺̐̏̔̇͒͛͐H͔̱͙͚̝̜̀ͅ by araoop 1346 195 10 tracks eerie creepy electronic glitch guro gold the worst by kinfeel the worst by kinfeel 2167 296 11 tracks self hate self destruction mental illness dysphoria dissociation パフィーVOLUME 2 by xAliceHime パフィーVOLUME 2 by xAliceHime 91 5 24 tracks brainweird hpd bpd H E A V Y B R E A T H I N G by Sad deity NSFW H E A V Y B R E A T H I N G by Sad deity 212 42 8 tracks bpd paranoia hpd dissociation brainweird gem ominous wind by ryeongs ominous wind by ryeongs 77 37 15 tracks kpop ghost dark creepy eerie