and like a stupid child, I believed him
(coping account. i'm traumatized and mentally ill.)
(don't incorporate me into your fetishes)
georgina alice // loved and lost
TOP TAGS csa, abuse, きくお, trauma, mental illness
Member since Jun 2013
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an acrimonious attraction
7 playlists
Updated November 12, 2017
I fell in love with the Devil's softest hands, softest gaze, softest words. I fell in love with the lies He forced down my throat with gentle fingers. I fell in love with the Him that desired the undesirable me. I feel in love with the idea that He made me feel like I had worth. But the devil is a liar. And I never learned my lesson.
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bad brain noises
35 playlists
Updated January 03, 2018
The world is a horror movie and i hope theyll just kill me onscreen already
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bro, that's gay
8 playlists
Updated September 25, 2017
I'm not straight and that's so cool! Songs for me being gay and in love all the time
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caressed by a cruel hand
15 playlists
Updated May 09, 2018
I let you devour me and I apologized for bleeding.
Also titled: how to never get over trauma: soft edition
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dirtied me, dirtied me, dirtied me
23 playlists
Updated May 09, 2018
Monsters have eaten me from the inside out, their tongues lapped up my tears and purity within me. i'm filled with rotting sadness. i can wash my flesh until I bleed, but I will never be clean again.
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heartbroken harlot
6 playlists
Updated September 29, 2017
My body writhes and betrays me, it calls out to you. It says I enjoyed it. It says I need it. I don't have control anymore, but when did I ever? //trauma-oriented hypersexuality mixes
I HOPE THEY EAT YOU ALIVE
17 playlists
Updated January 03, 2018
I WANT TO BELIEVE IN A DIVINE JUSTICE THAT SMITES YOUR UNHOLY BODY THE NEXT TIME YOU DARE TO BREATHE AND PRETEND TO BE HUMAN .
I WANT TO DREAM OF A REALITY UNSTAINED BY WHAT YOU DID TO ME
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Listen later
103 playlists
Updated May 09, 2018
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sweet songs, hum along
16 playlists
Updated September 26, 2017
darling songs for a darling you, for a darling dream come true
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the worst is over now
15 playlists
Updated September 25, 2017
the worst is over now, so sleep, child, sleep. you can finally rest now, so dream, child, dream.
you were a horror; you were home
19 playlists
Updated November 01, 2018
You snapped chickenboned hips and rib cages to fit yourself inside me, and I told myself this is what must be done, for someone to love me. Love was worth it. Love. Love was worth the pain and the horror you left behind. You stained me with something far more sinister, but an innocent heart like mine couldn't have known any better.
