dirtied me, dirtied me, dirtied me

Length 23 playlists Updated May 09, 2018

Monsters have eaten me from the inside out, their tongues lapped up my tears and purity within me. i'm filled with rotting sadness. i can wash my flesh until I bleed, but I will never be clean again.

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Family Sins

by synystermoxley

Family Sins

by synystermoxley

144 27 9 tracks

gem

on the cannibal's menu

by victimized

on the cannibal's menu

by victimized

166 54 13 tracks

child abuse trauma csa rape horror

gold

̇ ̂͞͏̷͓͔͙̮̘͍̯̬͖✖S̛̱͕͍̼̎̿̀ͨ̓͑ͨ͛A̞̘̯̝͓͚̱ͨ́ͩ͗̂͆ͫV̷͌̀̇̈́ͭ̓̇ͦ̈́͜҉͉̭͎̮̟E̵̫̩͇͈̥̭ͭ͆͌̋̾ͨ́̑̏ ̮͈̺͕̙̤̘̳͕ͯM̶̻͎̭͉̟̮̖̊ͥͤ͐́ͦ͑̎E̛ͥͭ̅҉̰̮̩͙̮̲✖

by victimized

̇ ̂͞͏̷͓͔͙̮̘͍̯̬͖✖S̛̱͕͍̼̎̿̀ͨ̓͑ͨ͛A̞̘̯̝͓͚̱ͨ́ͩ͗̂͆ͫV̷͌̀̇̈́ͭ̓̇ͦ̈́͜҉͉̭͎̮̟E̵̫̩͇͈̥̭ͭ͆͌̋̾ͨ́̑̏ ̮͈̺͕̙̤̘̳͕ͯM̶̻͎̭͉̟̮̖̊ͥͤ͐́ͦ͑̎E̛ͥͭ̅҉̰̮̩͙̮̲✖

by victimized

619 103 13 tracks

sexual assault rape mental illness psychosis trauma

gold

please stop touching me

by victimized

please stop touching me

by victimized

521 102 16 tracks

csa abuse rape lots of horror tracks because i'm still afraid

VENGEANCE POST-MORTEM

by victimized

VENGEANCE POST-MORTEM

by victimized

42 12 12 tracks

psychosis suicidal ideation every once in a while i consider livestreaming my hanging so thanks kennith 'cause same rape

i told you i was sorry already

by victimized

i told you i was sorry already

by victimized

93 26 11 tracks

abuse nelgect basically part 2 of fondly wrongly but abt abusers than my rapists lol family mothers

you don't pray to the altar boys, mister

by victimized

you don't pray to the altar boys, mister

by victimized

182 42 15 tracks

csa unhealthy relationship manipulation codependency you should not have worshipped a child i should not have let you exalt me

gem

that's not how you play

by victimized

that's not how you play

by victimized

121 44 11 tracks

cocsa vomit incest i just need a lobotomy codependency

gold

fondly; wrongly

by victimized

NSFW

fondly; wrongly

by victimized

937 126 11 tracks

sexual abuse csa if i remember you wrong maybe it'll stop hurting soft dependency

your hands were much bigger than mine

by victimized

your hands were much bigger than mine

by victimized

301 71 10 tracks

stockholm syndrome child sexual abuse csa i should have told my mother but you would have had her fooled too

gold

Adolescent Treatment Program

by vomitingdog

Adolescent Treatment Program

by vomitingdog

1490 376 9 tracks

brainweird mental illness csa abuse bpd

gold

lucky stars; loose teeth

by victimized

lucky stars; loose teeth

by victimized

924 146 11 tracks

trauma i was supposed to die in the womb i've been living my whole life as a ghost child sexual abuse neglect

you were just a little kid

by stardrinker

NSFW

you were just a little kid

by stardrinker

682 74 8 tracks

csa child sexual abuse abuse sexual abuse

bruise my lips with yours

by plantos

bruise my lips with yours

by plantos

508 44 8 tracks

obsession yandere ptsd abuse

gold

in between the pews

by stardrinker

in between the pews

by stardrinker

1597 159 10 tracks

abuse psychosis brainweird sexual abuse trauma

gold

made me impure

by victimized

NSFW

made me impure

by victimized

1327 205 16 tracks

csa rape flashbacks sexual abuse first tracks arent for him but for me

gold

buried under the church

by victimized

buried under the church

by victimized

1230 188 9 tracks

brainweird csa abuse this is mainly noise i hear anymore creepy

blood of the lamb

by victimized

blood of the lamb

by victimized

301 36 10 tracks

manipulation mothers i dont know what to feel personal emotional abuse

gold

it's nothing that i care to hear

by frøya

it's nothing that i care to hear

by frøya

1280 131 17 tracks

trauma abuse child abuse mental illness

3:51 AM

by vicaramelia

3:51 AM

by vicaramelia

482 57 9 tracks

mental illness psychosis dissociation

so filthy so used up

by intergalacticplanetary

so filthy so used up

by intergalacticplanetary

349 48 13 tracks

csa ptsd child sexual abuse abuse

gold

worst;best

by boy-pig

NSFW

worst;best

by boy-pig

973 127 13 tracks

brainweird csa sexual abuse mental illness

gold

YOU MADE ME THIS WAY

by boy-pig

YOU MADE ME THIS WAY

by boy-pig

928 115 16 tracks

csa childhood sexual abuse mental illness anger abuse