sick (listen later) wyder Length 60 playlists Updated March 18, 2020 playlists featuring bum, 80s, and shoegaze music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete sometimes i still feel the bruise by stardib sometimes i still feel the bruise by stardib 98 30 11 tracks brainweird bpd abandonment mentally ill recovering Brain Dead by nobody_girl Brain Dead by nobody_girl 234 15 9 tracks zombie undead brain dead brain Pure by iamyourgod Pure by iamyourgod 24 10 20 tracks deity fear religious delusions eerie psychosis fresh poison each week by bpdgoth fresh poison each week by bpdgoth 56 10 18 tracks religion andrew jackson jihad mother mother god religious delusions Oppressive Divinity by Vampboy Oppressive Divinity by Vampboy 23 6 10 tracks psychosis religious delusions choral divine brainweird reflection by aurelion sol reflection by aurelion sol 273 77 8 tracks religious delusions paranoia psychosis angelkin abuse gem Doubt by Colamiilk Doubt by Colamiilk 203 76 34 tracks social anxiety panic attack self hate electro negative gold [Self]HATRED by Hilda Emerson [Self]HATRED by Hilda Emerson 260 121 11 tracks depressed self harm self hate suicide dark electro knives III by sidekick knives III by sidekick 225 33 11 tracks identity crisis more bass than i originally intended deep breaths electronic blood and gasoline by genderless-god blood and gasoline by genderless-god 159 26 8 tracks ugh get me out of my head vomit idc tired gravediggers by centralsaint gravediggers by centralsaint 17 4 15 tracks schizotypal religious delusions angels instumental dissociation mitch. by beetlekiss mitch. by beetlekiss 31 14 20 tracks bpd did headmates kin personal gold faking suicide for applause by sufjans NSFW faking suicide for applause by sufjans 1354 138 11 tracks self harm suicide depression bpd cutting unrequited love removal machine by jergobardley unrequited love removal machine by jergobardley 298 32 52 tracks confusion anger frustration pathetic unrequited love Gloomy Sunday by lainiciacion Gloomy Sunday by lainiciacion 56 1 35 tracks suicide loss gloomy gloomysunday angel, angel, down we go together. by gethen angel, angel, down we go together. by gethen 7 3 9 tracks addiction relapse relationships codependency red wine & cigarettes by charliebrownrules red wine & cigarettes by charliebrownrules 111 9 13 tracks les mis grantaire alcoholism misery wow what a horrible mix u n k n o w n .s w i t c h by gruesome u n k n o w n .s w i t c h by gruesome 35 5 9 tracks eiqewkjqewnmbj brainweird this is pure sht dont listen to this visions by gruesome visions by gruesome 23 2 8 tracks personal psychosis do you want to die together? by hauntboy do you want to die together? by hauntboy 182 53 10 tracks csa lolita pedophilia ptsd stalker dear god, i hate myself by futaitoko dear god, i hate myself by futaitoko 30 8 8 tracks selfhate depressive mentally ill tired i used to be pure by 8millionscorpions i used to be pure by 8millionscorpions 71 14 8 tracks csa abuse ptsd trauma Innocence That I Have Bled by Cafeteriabones Innocence That I Have Bled by Cafeteriabones 23 7 10 tracks trauma abuse nostalgia csa gold rabbit bones by traumatique rabbit bones by traumatique 1120 120 12 tracks abuse trauma ptsd csa gold it is year 10 and i'm a baby again by newport100s it is year 10 and i'm a baby again by newport100s 421 176 18 tracks csa child abuse age regression ptsd soft gold Adolescent Treatment Program by vomitingdog Adolescent Treatment Program by vomitingdog 1490 376 9 tracks brainweird mental illness csa abuse bpd housebroken. by critrole housebroken. by critrole 88 22 19 tracks parental abuse abuse physical abuse child abuse ptsd gem Behind Closed Doors by Slave Boy NSFW Behind Closed Doors by Slave Boy 131 52 8 tracks child abuse sexual abuse domestic abuse ptsd trauma teen spirit by r0xanana teen spirit by r0xanana 113 10 13 tracks indie rock grunge teenage gold never quiet by poltergyst never quiet by poltergyst 629 206 10 tracks mental illness depression psychosis anxiety btd unceasing haze by letsmoveourbootybutts unceasing haze by letsmoveourbootybutts 496 54 8 tracks dpdr dissociation derealization psychosis hallucinations weird trip by Sparkly Trash weird trip by Sparkly Trash 57 4 11 tracks drugs dissociation derealization depersonalization No No No No No No by mealworms No No No No No No by mealworms 27 5 8 tracks horror dissociation derealization there's blood in my teeth by HITMAN BOYFRIEND there's blood in my teeth by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 212 60 12 tracks self harm bpd mental illness depression guro gem i hate this body by sleepylull i hate this body by sleepylull 74 38 14 tracks neg self harm vocaloid bullying suicidal gem Songs For Hate-Fucking Yourself by TheRabbitFollower Songs For Hate-Fucking Yourself by TheRabbitFollower 232 71 8 tracks self harm mental illness breakcore abuse noise a divided self by mellifiedmonkey a divided self by mellifiedmonkey 24 12 11 tracks existential panic attack fear self hate mental illness im fucking overwhelmed by lordcardigan im fucking overwhelmed by lordcardigan 65 6 8 tracks alienation anxiety sweating crying puking gold bad mood by jennarobert bad mood by jennarobert 8507 886 54 tracks indie rock indie alternative rock arctic monkeys alternative gold Starving by wintergirlx Starving by wintergirlx 1221 101 10 tracks bulimia anorexia eating disorder starving wintergirl gold collarbones and wrists. by loquaciously collarbones and wrists. by loquaciously 3203 269 8 tracks cutting starving suicidal stupid back to day 0 by lilliquinn back to day 0 by lilliquinn 73 8 9 tracks self harm relapse Liquid Courage by Abroskeleton Liquid Courage by Abroskeleton 22 8 9 tracks alcohol addiction substance abuse liquor Regrets. by th3w4rd3n Regrets. by th3w4rd3n 102 19 8 tracks chill calm sad regret memories let the darkness soothe your brain by preludic let the darkness soothe your brain by preludic 369 25 17 tracks depressing sad lonely heartbreak skinny sssssuicide by wollye sssssuicide by wollye 123 3 8 tracks suicide sad depressed die morte i am taking the cure by distancia i am taking the cure by distancia 532 47 10 tracks indie heroin drugs addiction Music for Drugs VIII: Dopefiend's Delight by jergobardley Music for Drugs VIII: Dopefiend's Delight by jergobardley 715 65 18 tracks dope heroin junkie death death love sometimes my arms bend back by ahktagon sometimes my arms bend back by ahktagon 48 7 18 tracks post-hardcore noise-rock art punk hardcore punk deathrock rejoice! rejoice! we've draped ourselves in noise! by adaysaved rejoice! rejoice! we've draped ourselves in noise! by adaysaved 64 11 12 tracks hardcore screamo snotty childhood can i scream? i hope i'm fucking deaf flesh is rotting by birthdays flesh is rotting by birthdays 11 6 8 tracks flesh deterioration codeine acid bath Strangers' Tethered Souls by strangers Strangers' Tethered Souls by strangers 130 12 8 tracks false self carbon copy karma I think I'm evil by carriewhitebitch I think I'm evil by carriewhitebitch 294 39 15 tracks space creepy weirdo Feelings I Should Have Dealt With Like a Year Ago, (or: a Valentine to Myself) by depechemoses Feelings I Should Have Dealt With Like a Year Ago, (or: a Valentine to Myself) by depechemoses 9 1 13 tracks valentine's day self therapy post acid by lilyeresen post acid by lilyeresen 97 12 12 tracks radiohead the cure wavves sleep party people happy sleep forever end to dust by politeprincess sleep forever end to dust by politeprincess 120 9 8 tracks personal chill music to drown to for josh i love you Bad Brain by barfcult Bad Brain by barfcult 64 6 14 tracks sad bad brain stuff tears for foxes by dingy tears for foxes by dingy 57 4 12 tracks weird zoning chill ??? by scifidog ??? by scifidog 22 1 14 tracks ifm autistic death note l lawliet idk `??!!!??? lijke. i relate to a character i dislike and probably shouldnt relate to at all. luv to die my aspie + schizotypal feelz.. this brain- ゆめにっき by boy-pig this brain- ゆめにっき by boy-pig 562 97 11 tracks yume nikki madotsuki yume nikki madotsuki rpgmaker Metamorphosis by Slave Boy Metamorphosis by Slave Boy 350 21 13 tracks tokyo ghoul metamoprhosis rock dark abusecore by tarnigarde abusecore by tarnigarde 368 53 8 tracks abuse trauma no real genre im just fucked up and these songs r nice mostly chill csa gold ghosting by teitree ghosting by teitree 1121 137 10 tracks ghosts supernatural murders by gruesome murders by gruesome 39 9 9 tracks personal + + + + + + + + + drdp gem D E A N by junjieato D E A N by junjieato 81 34 18 tracks oc oc mix sleep party people lorn hot sugar eunoia by oysteryolk eunoia by oysteryolk 298 85 13 tracks brainweird violence delusions mixed genre mental illness apocalypse babe by itsteresak apocalypse babe by itsteresak 312 11 16 tracks apocalypse alternative rock broken bells arctic monkeys //\\//////\//\\ by morguemouse //\\//////\//\\ by morguemouse 49 3 8 tracks lofi shoegaze 80s bum