zorphinia

Her desires overtake her and she affirmatively goes with them, does not seek to take power and fill herself with it, instead she is creative, she gives. In the productive machine of desire, the more she gives the more she gets.

i make things and i am being made i love metaphors, writing love letters, mindfullness, letting things happen, trusting timing, love, learning new things, drawing as writing, being in awe, seeing myself change, influences, particles, bodies with out organs, taking actions, learning to trust, galaxies, green eyes, empirical thoughts, D-territory, random patterns, high heels, revisting the past, learning about how things work, not understanding how things work, witnessing, visiting my daughter in Iowa staying in random 70's inspired motels, emotional breakthroughs, ancient myths, the woods,deep orgasms, Memory, Icicles, Moss (natures velvet), Jacuzzi bathtubs, station Wagon Mercedes Benz, inventing my own language, spontaneous dancing on cars on rooftops in living rooms and in the morning, painting and not understanding it, rituals, vintage clothing, giving things to be people, random acts of kindness, jin shin jitsu, massage, letting something happen, touching people, showing love, being really truthful with others, cooking, transitions, working on being more consistent, meeting mentors, getting closer to family, dark chocolate, smell, the lion pose, ideas, asana's with my eyes closed, bubble baths with my daughter, ayruveda, dancing in mirrors, prentending to be other people, enjoying being myself, writing poetry for fantasy lovers, role-playing, staying in the moment, running, pretending, homeopathy, romance, gender-play, performitive space, feeling stuff and not running away, research of anykind, experimental film and video, queer identities, pilsen, teaching art, bach flower essences, self-help, mysticism, fantasy and learning from mistakes, learning to let go, letting it happen, getting inspired, making things, deleuzian thought, shapes, textures and images
any film or anything that suspends reality for a moment, listening to the cure all day, reading philosphy i don't understand, but do, performing my joy, performing my sadness, satin sheets, duct tape, vegan chocaolate cake, affects, overcoming jealousy, transcending my worry, hiking in mountains, fake eyelashes, really pretty girls, honor, honesty, silliness, singing in falsetto, inventing new strategies, looking for the sex in everything and everything in the sex, deep tissue massage, puddles, kale, dogs, care, everyone, everything, something, someone, someday